10-29-2021, 05:32 AM
Day 168
After reading a post by @Kol, I realized that the fierce underlying anger I've experienced for months has pretty much disappeared. It had become so normal to me that I had forgotten that it was there. I can't pinpoint any time or day that it disappeared. It's possible that it was gradual. In any case, I didn't recognize it being overcome.
Kol mentioned sovereignty autonomy, boundaries, etc. His experience mirrors mine. OFv3 has shown me that not only have I been driven by fear, but the vast majority of people I encounter daily are driven by it as well. It has also shown me that fear is used to manipulate people into submission. It seems that a large portion of the people I encounter would rather give up their individual wants, desires, goals, etc. to be part of a herd that couldn't care less about them. As this becomes clearer to me with each passing day, I find myself appreciating the depths of my own individuality. The result is that I'm taking back the power I gave to the herd (and its 'leaders') to begin with.
Having established that background, I can only imagine what AM7 (6G) could build in place of the fear that OFv3 has dismantled. I believe it would be the perfect compliment to an OFv3 run.
As a side note, my boss used me as an example in a meeting. The example was of someone whose actions back their words versus someone talking a good game but being full of shit. The specific example he gave was a direct result of OFv3 allowing me to become rooted in myself.
As another side note, I had a gentleman (term used loosely) who physically deferred to me regarding space multiple times a few days ago. This guy is a gym rat, larger in me in both height, shoulder width, arm measurements, etc. He's also a bit of a dick. When I say he physically deferred to me, I mean that he made space for me multiple times when we were in close proximity. While doing this, he also called me by name and invited me to partake in the events that were taking place although I was already a part of them. It's like he wanted me to know that he wasn't standing in my way. These were pheromone-like responses (although I wasn't wearing pheromones) and it was almost comical considering who this guy is. This is an example of someone being respectful of (and possibly somewhat intimidated by inner groundedness). I've noted in other posts that I often see this with my boss. They see that I don't need, or even want, their approval.
After reading a post by @Kol, I realized that the fierce underlying anger I've experienced for months has pretty much disappeared. It had become so normal to me that I had forgotten that it was there. I can't pinpoint any time or day that it disappeared. It's possible that it was gradual. In any case, I didn't recognize it being overcome.
Kol mentioned sovereignty autonomy, boundaries, etc. His experience mirrors mine. OFv3 has shown me that not only have I been driven by fear, but the vast majority of people I encounter daily are driven by it as well. It has also shown me that fear is used to manipulate people into submission. It seems that a large portion of the people I encounter would rather give up their individual wants, desires, goals, etc. to be part of a herd that couldn't care less about them. As this becomes clearer to me with each passing day, I find myself appreciating the depths of my own individuality. The result is that I'm taking back the power I gave to the herd (and its 'leaders') to begin with.
Having established that background, I can only imagine what AM7 (6G) could build in place of the fear that OFv3 has dismantled. I believe it would be the perfect compliment to an OFv3 run.
As a side note, my boss used me as an example in a meeting. The example was of someone whose actions back their words versus someone talking a good game but being full of shit. The specific example he gave was a direct result of OFv3 allowing me to become rooted in myself.
As another side note, I had a gentleman (term used loosely) who physically deferred to me regarding space multiple times a few days ago. This guy is a gym rat, larger in me in both height, shoulder width, arm measurements, etc. He's also a bit of a dick. When I say he physically deferred to me, I mean that he made space for me multiple times when we were in close proximity. While doing this, he also called me by name and invited me to partake in the events that were taking place although I was already a part of them. It's like he wanted me to know that he wasn't standing in my way. These were pheromone-like responses (although I wasn't wearing pheromones) and it was almost comical considering who this guy is. This is an example of someone being respectful of (and possibly somewhat intimidated by inner groundedness). I've noted in other posts that I often see this with my boss. They see that I don't need, or even want, their approval.
