08-06-2021, 06:54 AM
Day 82
For the past few ASRB2 cycles, I've been using 3-4 hybrid loops at 3-5 days on / 1-2 days off, depending on how I'm feeling.
I haven't felt like journaling lately. Last night's entry was forced, but I wanted to check in since it had been a while. Today is a different. The possibilities associated with ultimate monetary success are on my mind in full force. In addition to being a potential avenue toward a more fulfilling life for me, the surplus could give me the means to take care of some issues withing my family. While I've been (mostly) responsible and done fairly well for myself, I can't say the same for others. I don't condone or excuse foolish decisions and I despise the victim mentality. I do, however, believe in second chances, particularly when there's clear evidence that an individual understands the full gravity of his poor decisions and is fighting to better himself.
OFv3 is showing me how closed off I've been from possibility. There was a time that I couldn't see that about myself, but it's becoming clearer and clearer to me. This revelation hasn't come without turmoil, though. It's amazing how hard I've fought (and continue to fight) against myself so that I don't see possibility. Thankfully, the blinders are gradually fading.
For the past few ASRB2 cycles, I've been using 3-4 hybrid loops at 3-5 days on / 1-2 days off, depending on how I'm feeling.
I haven't felt like journaling lately. Last night's entry was forced, but I wanted to check in since it had been a while. Today is a different. The possibilities associated with ultimate monetary success are on my mind in full force. In addition to being a potential avenue toward a more fulfilling life for me, the surplus could give me the means to take care of some issues withing my family. While I've been (mostly) responsible and done fairly well for myself, I can't say the same for others. I don't condone or excuse foolish decisions and I despise the victim mentality. I do, however, believe in second chances, particularly when there's clear evidence that an individual understands the full gravity of his poor decisions and is fighting to better himself.
OFv3 is showing me how closed off I've been from possibility. There was a time that I couldn't see that about myself, but it's becoming clearer and clearer to me. This revelation hasn't come without turmoil, though. It's amazing how hard I've fought (and continue to fight) against myself so that I don't see possibility. Thankfully, the blinders are gradually fading.
