05-13-2021, 12:36 PM
Day 74
I should've noted this yesterday, but didn't think about it until a few minutes ago. My obsessive tendencies, which largely disappeared (or were at last manageable) while using both LTU5 and LTU6 have returned in full force. This tells me that OFv2 is triggering fear in me that I'm attempting to manage through control of the most minute details. LTU5 and LTU6 helped bring me to a place where I was able to be at peace with letting things be. That's no longer the case.
I should've noted this yesterday, but didn't think about it until a few minutes ago. My obsessive tendencies, which largely disappeared (or were at last manageable) while using both LTU5 and LTU6 have returned in full force. This tells me that OFv2 is triggering fear in me that I'm attempting to manage through control of the most minute details. LTU5 and LTU6 helped bring me to a place where I was able to be at peace with letting things be. That's no longer the case.
