Day 60
Something I've neglected to report on is that I've experienced some physical effects that I haven't experienced since I was younger. One, I won't describe, but the other is hyperhidrosis.
From my early teens through my mid-30s, I suffered from this in a major way, probably because of anxiety. I used to have to use a prescription antiperspirant just to avoid the horrible sweat rings. As I got older, the armpit sweating disappeared. Foot sweat continued, but it was much lighter. Well, about 2 weeks ago, the major foot sweat returned. I had forgotten just how awful it is...geez.
The issue I won't describe (mainly because it's hard to describe and is a little bit gross), was something I experienced during a small window of time from when I was ~12-14 years old. Imagine my shock when it suddenly, 30 years later, happened 2x in the past month.
It seems improbable to me that these are mere coincidences. I believe they're outward symptoms of processing fears that have been buried...some, for a very long time.
Something I've neglected to report on is that I've experienced some physical effects that I haven't experienced since I was younger. One, I won't describe, but the other is hyperhidrosis.
From my early teens through my mid-30s, I suffered from this in a major way, probably because of anxiety. I used to have to use a prescription antiperspirant just to avoid the horrible sweat rings. As I got older, the armpit sweating disappeared. Foot sweat continued, but it was much lighter. Well, about 2 weeks ago, the major foot sweat returned. I had forgotten just how awful it is...geez.
The issue I won't describe (mainly because it's hard to describe and is a little bit gross), was something I experienced during a small window of time from when I was ~12-14 years old. Imagine my shock when it suddenly, 30 years later, happened 2x in the past month.
It seems improbable to me that these are mere coincidences. I believe they're outward symptoms of processing fears that have been buried...some, for a very long time.
