03-24-2021, 05:02 PM
Day 19
OFv2 is bringing me occasional moments of clarity. This is difficult to describe. There are moments when I see things as they are instead of what I would like them to be. There are also moments when I look at things with acceptance instead of turning my attention away. In some cases, it's as if I've been looking at life through murky water which is receding to reveal what has been hidden from me.
I've been experiencing fatigue, but I finally realized that it has been self-induced and stopped it. Today, I felt good. I'm not consciously battling any major fears at the surface, but I'm aware of something deeper that hasn't fully made itself known. It's not uncomfortable at all. In fact, it's only in moments of stillness that I'm aware of it. Things are progressing smoothly.
OFv2 is bringing me occasional moments of clarity. This is difficult to describe. There are moments when I see things as they are instead of what I would like them to be. There are also moments when I look at things with acceptance instead of turning my attention away. In some cases, it's as if I've been looking at life through murky water which is receding to reveal what has been hidden from me.
I've been experiencing fatigue, but I finally realized that it has been self-induced and stopped it. Today, I felt good. I'm not consciously battling any major fears at the surface, but I'm aware of something deeper that hasn't fully made itself known. It's not uncomfortable at all. In fact, it's only in moments of stillness that I'm aware of it. Things are progressing smoothly.
