04-23-2015, 11:12 PM
whats up guys
been a little while, im on stage 3 day 16 or so now
took a lil while because ive been tryna figure out what to say. Right now I feel a lot more conscious, im disconnecting from a lot of societal beliefs about things and creating my own beliefs
im reading a book called "alpha male 2.0" i heard about from someone on here
tryna release Societal Programming as he calls it, and lock in my own beliefs about myself. I felt my confidence waver when staring at a couple girls the other day, it was weird. i was conscious of it and making sure not to affirm anything like that again
i did lsd a couple times last week. its always a very introspective experience for me. i learned i have a lot of self destructive behaviors i have to work on
a bunch of times while trading id have trades hundreds of dollars in the positive, then i try to get more and eventually make less, or even lose all together
theres a part of me, maybe how i was raised, that is resistant to success. Im gonna start meditating more again, try to counter act that
also im gonna start doing my "I love myself" affirmations. I simply say I love myself anywhere from 500 to 1000 times a day, does wonders for your confidence, self talk, and general attitude towards life
I might be experiencing resistance in stage 3, dunno. ive been using my computer speakers instead of actual speakers like i had been cause they werent working properly. But im using purely the stream now, i figured thered be no frequency issues
ill update you guys more in a couple days. Even if there's resistance, im running everything again after these first 6 months. im sure ill work it all out
been a little while, im on stage 3 day 16 or so now
took a lil while because ive been tryna figure out what to say. Right now I feel a lot more conscious, im disconnecting from a lot of societal beliefs about things and creating my own beliefs
im reading a book called "alpha male 2.0" i heard about from someone on here
tryna release Societal Programming as he calls it, and lock in my own beliefs about myself. I felt my confidence waver when staring at a couple girls the other day, it was weird. i was conscious of it and making sure not to affirm anything like that again
i did lsd a couple times last week. its always a very introspective experience for me. i learned i have a lot of self destructive behaviors i have to work on
a bunch of times while trading id have trades hundreds of dollars in the positive, then i try to get more and eventually make less, or even lose all together
theres a part of me, maybe how i was raised, that is resistant to success. Im gonna start meditating more again, try to counter act that
also im gonna start doing my "I love myself" affirmations. I simply say I love myself anywhere from 500 to 1000 times a day, does wonders for your confidence, self talk, and general attitude towards life
I might be experiencing resistance in stage 3, dunno. ive been using my computer speakers instead of actual speakers like i had been cause they werent working properly. But im using purely the stream now, i figured thered be no frequency issues
ill update you guys more in a couple days. Even if there's resistance, im running everything again after these first 6 months. im sure ill work it all out
