I am going to let go of the last few comments, a bit surprised to see that much judging on a self help forum. And I quote:"My god, I think I'm in the wrong forum these days."
Hit a few bars with my dad which I haven't done in a while. I remember feeling weird the whole night, very emasculated around other people. Nobody seemed to notice it, but it just didn't feel like I was being myself. Maybe that's how I have always been, but it only now became obvious to me.
I remember there were some guys driving by who yelled some curse words at us to which I didn't even respond, but I didn't get angry at the situation either. Hate that kind of people, I somehow seem to attract that kind of shit.
I remember once this car full of some wannabe guys stopped at the middle of the road and one of them started talking to me with a very silent voice, so I went closer to hear what he was saying and got punched in the face out of the blue after which they drove off. These kind of people usually piss me off, but to the guys who yelled I just didn't react at all. I wonder if I should have done or said something, feels like I submitted to the situation.
Hit a few bars with my dad which I haven't done in a while. I remember feeling weird the whole night, very emasculated around other people. Nobody seemed to notice it, but it just didn't feel like I was being myself. Maybe that's how I have always been, but it only now became obvious to me.
I remember there were some guys driving by who yelled some curse words at us to which I didn't even respond, but I didn't get angry at the situation either. Hate that kind of people, I somehow seem to attract that kind of shit.
I remember once this car full of some wannabe guys stopped at the middle of the road and one of them started talking to me with a very silent voice, so I went closer to hear what he was saying and got punched in the face out of the blue after which they drove off. These kind of people usually piss me off, but to the guys who yelled I just didn't react at all. I wonder if I should have done or said something, feels like I submitted to the situation.
