05-05-2015, 10:52 PM
Day 51: Resistance and depression seemed to have disappeared since yesterday evening. I did read "the power of now" and got a little frustrated, but now I'm feeling great!
Saw an odd dream again: I was working my old job and sprayed this girl by accident (adult) and she started crying, I didn't know what to do and felt incredibly guilty, trying to tell her I so did not mean to do that and it was an accident. She of course kept going and all of the sudden I fell asleep in a bed that was nearby. All of the co workers too, about 5 hours later I woke up and the boss was there. Again I was feeling very worried, guilty and trying to gain pity from my boss so I wouldn't get screamed at or fired, although the other co workers kept sleeping.
A little annoyed by the dream, can't wait for Shannon to release the new EPRHA!
Saw an odd dream again: I was working my old job and sprayed this girl by accident (adult) and she started crying, I didn't know what to do and felt incredibly guilty, trying to tell her I so did not mean to do that and it was an accident. She of course kept going and all of the sudden I fell asleep in a bed that was nearby. All of the co workers too, about 5 hours later I woke up and the boss was there. Again I was feeling very worried, guilty and trying to gain pity from my boss so I wouldn't get screamed at or fired, although the other co workers kept sleeping.
A little annoyed by the dream, can't wait for Shannon to release the new EPRHA!
