Natious on EPRHA again

[SargeMaximus]

Read Shannon's new entry and my jaw dropped to the floor in excitement.

Regarding EPRHA I've been feeling incredibly low on self esteem lately, it might just be that I'm noticing it more now though. Something else I haven't mentioned before is that sometimes I feel feminine on this sub which bugs me a lot, fearful and feminine. Pretty much the opposite to how I felt on ASC. I naturally cross my legs and have to consciously resist doing that, maybe I just lack testosterone, no clue. It might also be that I feel childlike, regardless it's a vulnerable and weak state.
I wouldn't mind feeling the childlike excitement toward life and the curiosity, but it would have to come with confidence and masculinity.

What's wrong with crossing your legs? o.O

With men, open legs generally show confidence and dominance while closed legs show defensiveness, insecurity and negativity. On ASC, I rarely crossed my legs, I clearly remember that and I also slept in a very wide space taking way on my back as opposed to often sleeping in a fetal position on eprha.

Nope. Crossing legs doesn't mean weak (insecure, defensive, ain't open). It doesn't matter. If your vibe is bad regardless of how you maintain body language it still be perceived as sh1t; although, hacking body language (by following the instructed body language) could increase your mood.

I tend to agree with alpha mind. Where did you read that Natious?