05-04-2015, 03:04 PM
(05-04-2015, 02:14 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(05-04-2015, 05:02 AM)Natious Wrote: Read Shannon's new entry and my jaw dropped to the floor in excitement.
Regarding EPRHA I've been feeling incredibly low on self esteem lately, it might just be that I'm noticing it more now though. Something else I haven't mentioned before is that sometimes I feel feminine on this sub which bugs me a lot, fearful and feminine. Pretty much the opposite to how I felt on ASC. I naturally cross my legs and have to consciously resist doing that, maybe I just lack testosterone, no clue. It might also be that I feel childlike, regardless it's a vulnerable and weak state.
I wouldn't mind feeling the childlike excitement toward life and the curiosity, but it would have to come with confidence and masculinity.
What's wrong with crossing your legs? o.O
With men, open legs generally show confidence and dominance while closed legs show defensiveness, insecurity and negativity. On ASC, I rarely crossed my legs, I clearly remember that and I also slept in a very wide space taking way on my back as opposed to often sleeping in a fetal position on eprha.
