Read Shannon's new entry and my jaw dropped to the floor in excitement.
Regarding EPRHA I've been feeling incredibly low on self esteem lately, it might just be that I'm noticing it more now though. Something else I haven't mentioned before is that sometimes I feel feminine on this sub which bugs me a lot, fearful and feminine. Pretty much the opposite to how I felt on ASC. I naturally cross my legs and have to consciously resist doing that, maybe I just lack testosterone, no clue. It might also be that I feel childlike, regardless it's a vulnerable and weak state.
I wouldn't mind feeling the childlike excitement toward life and the curiosity, but it would have to come with confidence and masculinity.
Regarding EPRHA I've been feeling incredibly low on self esteem lately, it might just be that I'm noticing it more now though. Something else I haven't mentioned before is that sometimes I feel feminine on this sub which bugs me a lot, fearful and feminine. Pretty much the opposite to how I felt on ASC. I naturally cross my legs and have to consciously resist doing that, maybe I just lack testosterone, no clue. It might also be that I feel childlike, regardless it's a vulnerable and weak state.
I wouldn't mind feeling the childlike excitement toward life and the curiosity, but it would have to come with confidence and masculinity.
