04-10-2015, 05:37 AM
Day 25: Noticed some awesome changes! I am much less addicted to wasting my time with playing games, I still do it, but I feel the need to read and expand at the same time. For me this is HUGE! I had completely lost hope there for a moment since I couldn't care less about doing anything besides hitting the play button and play games/watch movies/get drunk.
Somehow I have managed to go without drinking for a week, just don't have the necessity all of a sudden. Weather is amazing here and feeling quite good this very moment (and I'm not even on feel good pheros). There are these small cycles of up and down which I have come to understand more and not be too attached to them.
I have a feeling that I can slowly start moving forward again, this truly is an amazing sub! Today is good, let's see what the future brings.
Somehow I have managed to go without drinking for a week, just don't have the necessity all of a sudden. Weather is amazing here and feeling quite good this very moment (and I'm not even on feel good pheros). There are these small cycles of up and down which I have come to understand more and not be too attached to them.
I have a feeling that I can slowly start moving forward again, this truly is an amazing sub! Today is good, let's see what the future brings.