Natious on EPRHA again

[Natious]

Well there's a long and a short story, don't know if you have read much of my journal but I'll give you a short one. Let's just say that after I stayed with my colleagues I was completely broke and moved back with my parents, then moved out again, failed at becoming a paid actor, moved back home and now am doing nothing what so ever until I get a new horizon at my sight again.

Ah I see. what do you wanna do?

I can see myself in a big mansion with a feeling of accomplishment. A feeling that I have made a difference, but in reality there are so many pieces that are missing. I don't know what I want to do to achieve this.

So basically: "no frickking clue!". But I want to figure it out.