03-23-2015, 03:19 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-23-2015, 03:21 PM by SargeMaximus.)
(03-23-2015, 01:44 PM)Natious Wrote: Only these extremely low feelings like desperation, anger, rage, hate, guilt, shame. But nothing that would feel like I'm letting go, sadness would be an upgrade, I just don't know how to reach it.
I know how this is, though for me it's currently apathy. I'm vastly approaching a point of "no return" financially here. May end up homeless in the next month, and just don't care. It's like I've lost the will to live. I don't WANT to die, but I don't WANT to live (in the "alpha/rule the world" kind of way) either.
Weird shit.
