So this weekend was pretty uninteresting. I ramped up the use of the subs a bit cos I was at home so just had it playing out of my speaker. Friday night I went out and did find my general confidence was much higher. There's a guy in the group I haven't really spoken with much and we had a really great chat and we were both bantering with the girls a bit.
When we first met the girls one introduced herself immediately. It was kind of us guys and the girls at the beginning. Then another guy turned up and the girls were all over him, he struck me as the high-energy kind of guy that talks a lot. At first I felt a tiny bit disappointed then I realised that I don't need to compete with him. So I chatted to them here and there, I didn't really have a connection anyway.
A new girl took my seat at one point so I introduced myself and she gave me a weird look at first. Then she laughed because she thought I was calling her by my name? That's the second time in two days that a girl has given me a weird/confused look when I talk to them lol. Maybe they don't feel deserving of me talking to them lol, or can't understand why a guy like me would be talking to them. We didn't really chat cos she was turned away from me to talk to someone. What do you guys make of this?
I need something to help me become more motivated. I'm not sure why I'm not motivated, maybe it's because I had my first relationship this year which lasted for a few months but we became really close. And perhaps part of me doesn't want to have to lay all that groundwork again. Like I was at the train station after the party, sitting near a cute girl and I didn't say boo. Plus at the drinks night there were one or two cute girls around the join but didn't talk to them.
And I had a weird dream (I don't normally remember my dreams at all). The details are a bit fragmented now. It wasn't really about drawing women to me though. What I do remember is there was a group of us and we decided to swim across the water to the other point. I do recall I was with my friends. I remember being in a house with tunnels and stuff. That's mostly what I remember, it was weird though.
When we first met the girls one introduced herself immediately. It was kind of us guys and the girls at the beginning. Then another guy turned up and the girls were all over him, he struck me as the high-energy kind of guy that talks a lot. At first I felt a tiny bit disappointed then I realised that I don't need to compete with him. So I chatted to them here and there, I didn't really have a connection anyway.
A new girl took my seat at one point so I introduced myself and she gave me a weird look at first. Then she laughed because she thought I was calling her by my name? That's the second time in two days that a girl has given me a weird/confused look when I talk to them lol. Maybe they don't feel deserving of me talking to them lol, or can't understand why a guy like me would be talking to them. We didn't really chat cos she was turned away from me to talk to someone. What do you guys make of this?
I need something to help me become more motivated. I'm not sure why I'm not motivated, maybe it's because I had my first relationship this year which lasted for a few months but we became really close. And perhaps part of me doesn't want to have to lay all that groundwork again. Like I was at the train station after the party, sitting near a cute girl and I didn't say boo. Plus at the drinks night there were one or two cute girls around the join but didn't talk to them.
And I had a weird dream (I don't normally remember my dreams at all). The details are a bit fragmented now. It wasn't really about drawing women to me though. What I do remember is there was a group of us and we decided to swim across the water to the other point. I do recall I was with my friends. I remember being in a house with tunnels and stuff. That's mostly what I remember, it was weird though.