Damn i really look forward to E3. I just hate the way my mom carries herself. Always in anger, shutting drawers to they are smashing and always in some kind of "oh everything I do should be pityed, I do so much for you" like all the f*cking time. I don't ask for that kind of stuff. I live at home. I have no choice. Get. Off. My. F*cking. Back. If the aura protection work that will be golden.
I know that I have a closed/underactive solar plexus chakra and that make it hard for me to set boundaries. But I am working on it every day. Cold showers help and I notice I can stand longer and longer in the cold water. Around 30-40 seconds now without feeling discomfort. I have problem doing the Wim Hof breatings as I feel to ungrounded to do them and just get dizzy and uncomfortable. But I am slowly feeling that the inner fire is getting ignited... I actually feel more and more sensations of warmth coming from my abdomen.
I know that I have a closed/underactive solar plexus chakra and that make it hard for me to set boundaries. But I am working on it every day. Cold showers help and I notice I can stand longer and longer in the cold water. Around 30-40 seconds now without feeling discomfort. I have problem doing the Wim Hof breatings as I feel to ungrounded to do them and just get dizzy and uncomfortable. But I am slowly feeling that the inner fire is getting ignited... I actually feel more and more sensations of warmth coming from my abdomen.
