Yesterday when I went to bed after listening to E2 for one hour I had a real surge of sexual desires and fantasies, like all my kinky thoughts just poured into my mind. Pretty nice but I had trouble falling asleep in the middle of that. I guess it’s the sacral chakra being stimulated, as it feels coverns over a sexuality. I kept away from masturbating to the fantasies, and my NoFap journey continues! 12 days and counting. I had some dreams during the night that felt profound, but I couldn't remember them when waking up, just having the feeling that something was dealt with during the night.
I keep working on my root chakra as it’s not really there yet, still feel a bit ungrounded with worry about finances, concentration problems and problem keeping my distance to people. My root chakra meditation is starting to feel deeper and I am reaching new levels of relaxation, and for some reason while I relax I am also more aware of my fear, which make it feel like I am fearful of relaxing, even though I am not sure of the causation there, rather than the two are taking place in the same arena and I am getting in contact with both, disregarded from their contrasting nature.
I keep working on my root chakra as it’s not really there yet, still feel a bit ungrounded with worry about finances, concentration problems and problem keeping my distance to people. My root chakra meditation is starting to feel deeper and I am reaching new levels of relaxation, and for some reason while I relax I am also more aware of my fear, which make it feel like I am fearful of relaxing, even though I am not sure of the causation there, rather than the two are taking place in the same arena and I am getting in contact with both, disregarded from their contrasting nature.
