01-07-2019, 03:20 PM
I watched some old videos of myself and reflected that I don't really think that I have been happy in my life. Like there always have been something there that got in way of happiness. An inability to relax and enjoy just living, always trying to achieve something and not enjoying the present moment. Not being honest with who I am, but always playing some kind of charade. That shit is ending now. I'm being honest with who I am, because I know it's the only way to live life.