01-03-2015, 03:27 PM
Ok I feel like I've served an injustice by never continuing this journal. A few people have private messages me about how I got on with the sub, and I admit at times I feel bad for never updating.
The short story is that I completed stages 1-5 however stage 6 I started, and there was so many incongruencies in my personal life cropping up, I had to switch university because i was unfortunately mugged at knife point, and then I began to suffer some anxiety issues with being out on my own, so I've switched cities and restarted everything from a new perspective.
You know what really sucks though! Even though I had a lot of crap going on I had amazing results with sm3 but the biggest incongruency was myself, as awesome as it was i did not feel prepared. Admittedly It had been a while since I'd done AM5 before starting SM3, so perhaps I wasn't completely ready, I'm choosing these words because I know Shannon recommends doing am 5 or 6 first and I personally felt that the jump from am5 to sm3 was too intense. Yes it got me the results I wanted, when I was at 100% I had women almost physically fighting over me, and during my run through of the program I slept with more women in that 5 and a bit months than I had in my whole life previous. Amazing sub. Possibly too powerful. It gave me a level of success that I hadn't previously experienced and some days there was just soo much sexual tension in my interactions that I felt overly intimidated.
So issues aside I did not complete the final stage because of difficulties mostly with getting enough exposure and other stuff.
The next step:
I want to live that again, but I want to be ready, I want to remain in control and dominant of all aspects of my life, I don't want to be in a situation where I'm having sex with a women because she wants it and that's final, I want to control my own life.
Hence I am currently running AM6 and at the moment I'm on stage 3. I am looking forward to jump back onto SM3 with a more mature and centred outlook after I'm done with AM6.
Monday 11th may 2015 is the day I will restart this amazing sub. And I can't wait to see how crazy the adventures get after AM6
Sorry this wasn't an official update. If you have any questions feel free to ask or pm me.
The short story is that I completed stages 1-5 however stage 6 I started, and there was so many incongruencies in my personal life cropping up, I had to switch university because i was unfortunately mugged at knife point, and then I began to suffer some anxiety issues with being out on my own, so I've switched cities and restarted everything from a new perspective.
You know what really sucks though! Even though I had a lot of crap going on I had amazing results with sm3 but the biggest incongruency was myself, as awesome as it was i did not feel prepared. Admittedly It had been a while since I'd done AM5 before starting SM3, so perhaps I wasn't completely ready, I'm choosing these words because I know Shannon recommends doing am 5 or 6 first and I personally felt that the jump from am5 to sm3 was too intense. Yes it got me the results I wanted, when I was at 100% I had women almost physically fighting over me, and during my run through of the program I slept with more women in that 5 and a bit months than I had in my whole life previous. Amazing sub. Possibly too powerful. It gave me a level of success that I hadn't previously experienced and some days there was just soo much sexual tension in my interactions that I felt overly intimidated.
So issues aside I did not complete the final stage because of difficulties mostly with getting enough exposure and other stuff.
The next step:
I want to live that again, but I want to be ready, I want to remain in control and dominant of all aspects of my life, I don't want to be in a situation where I'm having sex with a women because she wants it and that's final, I want to control my own life.
Hence I am currently running AM6 and at the moment I'm on stage 3. I am looking forward to jump back onto SM3 with a more mature and centred outlook after I'm done with AM6.
Monday 11th may 2015 is the day I will restart this amazing sub. And I can't wait to see how crazy the adventures get after AM6
Sorry this wasn't an official update. If you have any questions feel free to ask or pm me.
