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01-19-2018, 07:53 PM (This post was last modified: 01-19-2018 07:54 PM by Travis.)
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Stopped v3.1 several days ago.

For the past week,

My desire to eat is much less, which is a good thing, because I need to loose weight. I even did a 2-day fast. So far I've lost 7 pounds Smile

I wonder if this has something to do with v3.2, because it seemed to come out of nowhere.

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02-03-2018, 08:10 PM
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Feeling deep impending fear these past few days. It could be P6. I’m gonna start with v. B straight off

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02-03-2018, 08:52 PM
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(02-03-2018 08:10 PM)Travis Wrote:  Feeling deep impending fear these past few days. It could be P6. I’m gonna start with v. B straight off

It interesting that you mentioned this because I've had something similar happen. At first when I might have started having TID type experiences it felt pretty good generally, except for one negative type response. It's been wearing off the last few days then out of no where yesterday morning I started feeling horrible. I first felt horribly depressed and then a "lot" of anger. Kept on ping ponging between these feelings all day yesterday. Luckily today I felt generally ok but that stuff yesterday was just suddenly out of no where.

Also been not feeling like eating much take out food as well. Its starting to taste gross to me over the last few days for some reason.

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02-04-2018, 08:34 PM
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The fear has continued. There's a slight panic sometimes, and some depression. I've got a feeling I'm in for an interesting year

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02-04-2018, 08:39 PM
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(01-12-2018 10:13 PM)Travis Wrote:  It's early, but something has definitely been different for me the last few days. I took a 3-5 day break from DMSI, and feel like I'm effortlessly executing much of DMSI's script... Female attention/celebrity service is non-stop. I have an enormous sense of ease walking around.

Also, certain things manifested in my life related to my success and attractiveness. Not willing to comment at this time, but they are new and significant.

It could be DMSI 3.1 Bloom Mode

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02-06-2018, 04:15 PM
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P6 is definitely happening, I'm crashing into the wall.

Usually I'm mellow, but I've now shifted to a struggle state. A sense of futility, as if all of my efforts were misguided, and understanding what was too painful for me to admit and understand years ago. The truth of my inadequacies in full view, it feels like a lie exposed.

There is an upside, despite the difficulty. Something is being cleared (Or I hope at least). The painful and panicky states never last more than a few hours, and sometimes in between, I will be very relaxed and peaceful. There is also the sense that I can only go up from here, like I've had my Ego totally destroyed so I can only go up from this point Smile

This has been my experience the past few days. I used a lot of "poetic" language because these changes seem to happen below the surface, and I only have glancing thoughts float up from the Sub C to understand what's going on.

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02-07-2018, 04:30 PM
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Getting looks and smiles from random girls, and polarizing reactions as well. This started 2-3 days ago, after the turbulence. Definitely something is going on. Still some bumpiness and low state, probably related to healing.

Been more alpha the past few days, someone blocks my way and it angers me instead of annoying me. Acting and feeling more assertive in my interactions. I always wished DMSI had this aspect include.

Lookin' good, can't wait for v3.2

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02-08-2018, 06:04 PM
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Reduced desire to watch porn/masturbate.

Attention from girls significantly increased. Something's going on. Last week, I felt invisible. And no, it's not placebo. It's definitely real Smile . Staring from across the street, girls looking at me before I can even glance at them, staring through windows, getting flushed and quiet, etc. It all starts when I begin using DMSI again, and I always forget what DMSI is capable of. A nice surprise, I've never gotten used to it.

The PROBLEM is, after the first couple days the effects lessen. Don't know if it's from overexposure, or taking it for granted but the first few days on DMSI are always the best for me. HOPEFULLY that changes with v3.2, and we're not chasing dragons.

Never been this affected by TID before. Getting DMSI results without even running the program. To be fair though, the intensity of TID is less than what I was getting on v3.2, but very noticeable especially after taking the break. There are new effects I wont disclose until I can figure them out. Some of these effects have been mentioned by others experiencing TID. And no ego-shattering lessons for my SubC today. First time that's happened since this all started.

v3.2 will be the best version thus far. Many will execute for the first time.

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02-09-2018, 08:29 PM (This post was last modified: 02-09-2018 08:31 PM by Travis.)
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TID is real. It blows my mind how this is even possible. I can only imagine how powerful the program and bloom effect will be.

Something strong is happening internally related to emotional healing. Trying to figure it's meaning, and I feel a vague but deep compulsion to do so. It's a hard process, and to be honest it's painful. It makes you see truths about yourself which you've deliberately ignored. Yoda gave Luke Skywalker a vision of his perchance for evil during his training on Dagobah. These truths feel like visions from a Shaman after you've avoided them for so long.

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02-10-2018, 06:31 PM
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Seeing changes in facial musculature and expressions. I like what I see a lot.

The healing comes in waves. Rough state for a few hours, but then am hit with an intensely positive feeling, joy even. It's related to the Self-Esteem module I think. Feeling like this has massive potential.

Things are progressing rapidly, each day the effects seem stronger.

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02-13-2018, 02:28 PM
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Weird event happened:

Walking along, thinking to myself. I was thinking of virtual machines, and kept repeating that phrase in my mind like I was talking to someone. Then, this guy on his phone turns to me as I pass and says "Virtual" as he talks on the phone.

Could that be DMSI? It's an insane coincidence either way.

Nothing else new to report except that TID is working as before.

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