07-26-2019, 05:42 PM
Absolute Self Confidence 5G, Day 48,
Ending my ASC Journey here.
Yesterday, I was able to go up to a stunner (I hate this scale, but 9.5/10 in looks and body), chat with her without difficulties, and get her number. I did give her a few outs ("If I'm being a pest, let me know", or "If you're not feeling it, you can give me a fake number"), to which she rebuked. However, she hasn't answered back to my text, so maybe she took that out.
I'm having a series of annoyances come up with women and dating. It feels like I'm going by their time; I send a message and wait half a day, a day, or more for a reply. I can make contact with them and have a light back and forth, but when it comes to proposing a meet, they ghost and fuck right off. It's this very annoying pattern that I can't seem to shake; does it have to do with me? If so, how? And how do I fix that?
It feels like a fundamental disrespect for me, my desires, and my time. And I'm not even extending myself by buying dates, etc. If that were the case, it wouldn't be long before I resented them. Right now, I'm confused and frustrated by my absence of tangible results, and envious of how women have the 'attracting interest' part handled so much more.
I almost regret breaking it off with the Latina, given that she answered back promptly and treated me decently. I say 'almost' because I still value freedom over commitment right now and I would have resented if I had committed exclusively to her, though we would have still had a good relationship.
I'm ending the journal here and going into Ultimate Monetary Success (or its upcoming substitute name). I'll upon up a journal now.
Ending my ASC Journey here.
Yesterday, I was able to go up to a stunner (I hate this scale, but 9.5/10 in looks and body), chat with her without difficulties, and get her number. I did give her a few outs ("If I'm being a pest, let me know", or "If you're not feeling it, you can give me a fake number"), to which she rebuked. However, she hasn't answered back to my text, so maybe she took that out.
I'm having a series of annoyances come up with women and dating. It feels like I'm going by their time; I send a message and wait half a day, a day, or more for a reply. I can make contact with them and have a light back and forth, but when it comes to proposing a meet, they ghost and fuck right off. It's this very annoying pattern that I can't seem to shake; does it have to do with me? If so, how? And how do I fix that?
It feels like a fundamental disrespect for me, my desires, and my time. And I'm not even extending myself by buying dates, etc. If that were the case, it wouldn't be long before I resented them. Right now, I'm confused and frustrated by my absence of tangible results, and envious of how women have the 'attracting interest' part handled so much more.
I almost regret breaking it off with the Latina, given that she answered back promptly and treated me decently. I say 'almost' because I still value freedom over commitment right now and I would have resented if I had committed exclusively to her, though we would have still had a good relationship.
I'm ending the journal here and going into Ultimate Monetary Success (or its upcoming substitute name). I'll upon up a journal now.
UMS v2 Journal (current) || Overcoming Fear 5.75G Journal