08-13-2017, 04:02 AM
(08-13-2017, 02:35 AM)Shannon Wrote: That is a very interesting response to "Ultra Success", "Positive Thinking/Positive Attitude", "Winner" and "You Can Do Anything" programming, my friend. Is it resistance reversal, or are you simply clearing and healing?
Well for past 2-3 days I was having thoughts of changing subs but I passed and didn't act on them. My Resistance is mostly based on anxiety. In which I feel that if I used this particular sub then my life would change and everything will be good and okay. . But it's just an illusion shown to me by my subconscious.
Today I woke up and had these thoughts about changing sub but Idk what happened it all tuned in sad and depressed. I feel as if I am a looser and haven't accomplished anything in life. I was depressed to I consciously told myself that it must be H&C so I went for a nap for 2 hours and when I woke up. I hear my younger brother talking to his friend about some technical stuff and I had this thought the my friends and my brother everyone is successful, knowledgeable and here I am good for nothing... I feel like crying..