Hate, Anger, regret, cursing my own fate, depressed.
Anger towards my moms stupid and extrovert behaviors.
How she only care about big houses and show stuff.
How she is mores concerned about how other kids are doing in studies than us.
How she wants me to do all the house works yet expect me to be a good student and star of her eyes.
I hate how my dad choose beauty over brain...
I can't stop hating them. I am remembering all of it now. How I was beaten up by my dad and so much things are coming up up that I don't know what to do. I am just sitting here with my book open in from of me and don't know what to do. I don't know if I should cry or be angry. I wanna run away from here.. I need a peaceful life to heal.
Also getting that headache
Anger towards my moms stupid and extrovert behaviors.
How she only care about big houses and show stuff.
How she is mores concerned about how other kids are doing in studies than us.
How she wants me to do all the house works yet expect me to be a good student and star of her eyes.
I hate how my dad choose beauty over brain...
I can't stop hating them. I am remembering all of it now. How I was beaten up by my dad and so much things are coming up up that I don't know what to do. I am just sitting here with my book open in from of me and don't know what to do. I don't know if I should cry or be angry. I wanna run away from here.. I need a peaceful life to heal.
Also getting that headache
