07-23-2017, 02:09 AM
Well I am not gonna count days. But still its Day 3
I havnt noticed much motivation to study but I did did a little reading and researching on stock market as I was somehow about to process information just by observing some stuff. I can't put it in word but it was a little bit surprising.
I sleep like a baby. I am not that horny and was able to control my urges for two days. I am loosing interest in women. I mean I don't wanna waste my energy on them. A girl I was chatting with said that I have change and she left me. I hardly care about chasing or girl. I will get them all back with DMSI.
Something is changing its both internal and external. For example I had fight with my mom and I told her that I did everything for her to the level that I wasn't able to focus on my studies. I missed classes and stuff to take her to her stupid markets. I had a little chat with my brothers told them if only mom had focus on their kids instead of other kids. The I would have been successful... . I know this anger and frustration. I had with my mom related to studies.. Its clearing and healing happening. I know that for sure
I havnt noticed much motivation to study but I did did a little reading and researching on stock market as I was somehow about to process information just by observing some stuff. I can't put it in word but it was a little bit surprising.
I sleep like a baby. I am not that horny and was able to control my urges for two days. I am loosing interest in women. I mean I don't wanna waste my energy on them. A girl I was chatting with said that I have change and she left me. I hardly care about chasing or girl. I will get them all back with DMSI.
Something is changing its both internal and external. For example I had fight with my mom and I told her that I did everything for her to the level that I wasn't able to focus on my studies. I missed classes and stuff to take her to her stupid markets. I had a little chat with my brothers told them if only mom had focus on their kids instead of other kids. The I would have been successful... . I know this anger and frustration. I had with my mom related to studies.. Its clearing and healing happening. I know that for sure
