06-07-2018, 11:45 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-07-2018, 11:48 PM by ShanghaiKiwi.)
I started this sub a week ago and plan to leave it on for the next 6-7 months, before doing AM6 and SexMagnet.
I noticed recently that one of my biggest problems I have holding me back with women is a general lack of sexuality. Sure I really want to get laid, but I'm not actively getting horny around women, which makes it hard to flirt or make bold moves. I get friend-zoned a lot, and I think I'm friend-zoning myself by not being sexual enough with the women. I blame this largely on my pornography and fap addiction. I was tempted to stop the Maximum Testosterone sub to do the NoFap sub but I resisted the urge because while I really need both, testosterone increase is the goal of both.
The #1 problem I have with women is the logistics and lack of confidence that comes with being broke and living with my parents. I'm working on a startup business at the moment and it will all be worth it once we launch but in the meantime I'm going to have to survive with this handicap. So this lack of testosterone I feel, is crucial to fix in the meantime while I'm getting my business sorted.
Something interesting has happened recently- for the first time in a very long time I have had the willpower to do NoFap, and I believe this to be a direct result of the sub. Previously NoFap had been a horrible chore, something I know I should do but was no fun. But recently I've been enjoying resisting the urges, in a sexual way. Like just squeezing my kegels and not touching myself is much sexier and more enjoyable than fapping. It's bizarre! It's kind of like I'm being teased.
Anyway by making NoFap enjoyable it makes it easier to do- and I'm feeling more masculine and sexy about it. Like I said earlier, NoFap is not the goal - increased testosterone and sex drive is. NoFap is just something I see necessary to attain to that goal.
This morning I woke up with an erection for the first time in ages. I was happy about that. And the other day I remembered my dream, which involved grabbing a woman around the waist, having her sit on my lap and us making out. I haven't had sexual dreams in a while so I'm pleased.
Good results so far but just warming up.
I noticed recently that one of my biggest problems I have holding me back with women is a general lack of sexuality. Sure I really want to get laid, but I'm not actively getting horny around women, which makes it hard to flirt or make bold moves. I get friend-zoned a lot, and I think I'm friend-zoning myself by not being sexual enough with the women. I blame this largely on my pornography and fap addiction. I was tempted to stop the Maximum Testosterone sub to do the NoFap sub but I resisted the urge because while I really need both, testosterone increase is the goal of both.
The #1 problem I have with women is the logistics and lack of confidence that comes with being broke and living with my parents. I'm working on a startup business at the moment and it will all be worth it once we launch but in the meantime I'm going to have to survive with this handicap. So this lack of testosterone I feel, is crucial to fix in the meantime while I'm getting my business sorted.
Something interesting has happened recently- for the first time in a very long time I have had the willpower to do NoFap, and I believe this to be a direct result of the sub. Previously NoFap had been a horrible chore, something I know I should do but was no fun. But recently I've been enjoying resisting the urges, in a sexual way. Like just squeezing my kegels and not touching myself is much sexier and more enjoyable than fapping. It's bizarre! It's kind of like I'm being teased.
Anyway by making NoFap enjoyable it makes it easier to do- and I'm feeling more masculine and sexy about it. Like I said earlier, NoFap is not the goal - increased testosterone and sex drive is. NoFap is just something I see necessary to attain to that goal.
This morning I woke up with an erection for the first time in ages. I was happy about that. And the other day I remembered my dream, which involved grabbing a woman around the waist, having her sit on my lap and us making out. I haven't had sexual dreams in a while so I'm pleased.
Good results so far but just warming up.
