MasterEnki: From Dud to Stud - Pimp My Aura

[MasterEnki]

Day 69 (Giggity):

It's Day 69!!

I couldn't pass up this opportunity for a Double-Entendre.

[Ricardo]

It seems that being sexy / considered sexy by women doesn't mean a damn thing!!

I think you are right in believing manifestation subs are your way forward. The Aura of Sexiness sounds good but even if women do find you really sexy they're unlikely to act on it. How many women have you seen and thought how sexy or hot they are and done nothing about it? If women find you hot they're more likely to discuss it in private with their friends than make any obvious or overt response to you. BIATBW on the other hand should give a response by women because now you are Irresistibly attractive.

I think DAOS would be more effective once you're in a relationship to get the sex thing going.

[MasterEnki]

Ricardo Wrote:
I think you are right in believing manifestation subs are your way forward. The Aura of Sexiness sounds good but even if women do find you really sexy they're unlikely to act on it. How many women have you seen and thought how sexy or hot they are and done nothing about it? If women find you hot they're more likely to discuss it in private with their friends than make any obvious or overt response to you. BIATBW on the other hand should give a response by women because now you are Irresistibly attractive.

I was thinking about BIATBW the other day,

I plan on doing BIATBW soon, though I'm deciding between BIATBW classic (4G) and BIATBWS (4G).

BIATBW classic seems to appeal more to me.

I may even try both (at different times).

When I get to it, I'll probably do BIATBW for 32 Days, and if I see results continue, if not try BIATBWS.

But my next sub will most likely be ASC though.


I was also thinking about AYP,

But I think I'll try BIATBW before AYP.

[MasterEnki]

Day 72:

I'm starting to feel sexy,

I am getting brief looks from some women, though they are often quick glances, without much facial expression (except the couple of women who had weird / confused / WTF expressions.)


One thing I've noticed is that most women (and guys too for that matter) look half dead.

Most people seem to lack radiance.


As for internal work / inner-game:

I have a few areas to work on (in regards to women) over the next year or few,

1. Being comfortable with nudity / around nudity:

I've seen plenty of porn / pictures,

But I haven't really seen much in real-life, and I find it a little awkward / uncomfortable seeing a woman / women naked in real life.

As for being naked - I definitely feel uncomfortable about that.


2. Enjoying female company in general:

I have quite a few female acquaintances (mostly at work) and we make small talk,

But I've never actually hung out with a woman.

All my friends are guys.


3. Being comfortable with hugging / general intimacy:

I haven't had much intimacy with women (or anyone for that matter).

Women tend to avoid touching me for some reason, even when they hug everyone else around me.

I have had a few women hug me in past. But very rarely.

As for kissing,

I've never kissed anyone, and the thought of it makes me quite uncomfortable.


4. Being comfortable with sex:

I've never done anything sexual with anyone.

One thing in particular that grosses me out is 69ing / 'going down on her'.

Also, the concept of 'stank' (smells during sex) disturbs me a fair bit.

[Ricardo]

I would go with BIATBW on its own for 32 days and then if results are good continue with it another 64 days. If you don't get results after 32 days you may need the OGSF or EPRHA for a while. If that's the case then I would seriously think about doing AM6 as it will address any hidden anxieties that are holding you back.
From what I've read on this board you need to be emotionally and mentally healthy to get results from the attraction subs.

[Ricardo]

Your last post beat mine! Looking at what you just said I would do AM6 or at the very least OGSF. You have a lot of little hang-ups that combined are impeding your results with subs.

[MasterEnki]

Ricardo Wrote:
You have a lot of little hang-ups that combined are impeding your results with subs.

I plan to do some hardcore tapping on each of them, likely when doing BIATBW.

I think that I'm getting good results with DAOS, or at least since about Day 60.


I think I'm uncomfortable with the thought of them (EDIT: The things that make me uncomfortable with women) , because they are mostly alien to me.

One of the main reasons I'm considering AYP is because having a lover will offer the experiences that will get me familiar with all of them.


As for dealing with Guilt / Shame / Fear, LTU is on my short list.

Actually my short list of subs to do in the next year or two are:

- ASC (1 - 3 months)
- Attract Positive Energy (refresher) (1 - 3 months)
- AYP Friend-With-Benefits (up to 9 months)
- BIATBW ( 1 - 3 months)
- LTU (3 - 6 months)

[Clansy]

Ricardo Wrote:
You have a lot of little hang-ups that combined are impeding your results with subs.

I plan to do some hardcore tapping on each of them, likely when doing BIATBW.

I think that I'm getting good results with DAOS, or at least since about Day 60.


I think I'm uncomfortable with the thought of them (EDIT: The things that make me uncomfortable with women) , because they are mostly alien to me.

One of the main reasons I'm considering AYP is because having a lover will offer the experiences that will get me familiar with all of them.


As for dealing with Guilt / Shame / Fear, LTU is on my short list.

Actually my short list of subs to do in the next year or two are:

- ASC (1 - 3 months)
- Attract Positive Energy (refresher) (1 - 3 months)
- AYP Friend-With-Benefits (up to 9 months)
- BIATBW ( 1 - 3 months)
- LTU (3 - 6 months)

I don't want to be harsh, but it looks like you are trying to avoid actually tackling the problem. It seems like are trying to do all other subs, except the main thing that would help you to deal with the problem... With these subs you are just wasting your time, AM6 has everything combined and is way more efficient on time matter and after it you could do way better with AYP. It looks like you are subconsciously afraid of actual change.
Once again sorry for being harsh, but sometimes it helps people

[Ricardo]

Ricardo Wrote:
You have a lot of little hang-ups that combined are impeding your results with subs.

I plan to do some hardcore tapping on each of them, likely when doing BIATBW.

I think that I'm getting good results with DAOS, or at least since about Day 60.


I think I'm uncomfortable with the thought of them (EDIT: The things that make me uncomfortable with women) , because they are mostly alien to me.

One of the main reasons I'm considering AYP is because having a lover will offer the experiences that will get me familiar with all of them.


As for dealing with Guilt / Shame / Fear, LTU is on my short list.

Actually my short list of subs to do in the next year or two are:

- ASC (1 - 3 months)
- Attract Positive Energy (refresher) (1 - 3 months)
- AYP Friend-With-Benefits (up to 9 months)
- BIATBW ( 1 - 3 months)
- LTU (3 - 6 months)

I don't want to be harsh, but it looks like you are trying to avoid actually tackling the problem. It seems like are trying to do all other subs, except the main thing that would help you to deal with the problem... With these subs you are just wasting your time, AM6 has everything combined and is way more efficient on time matter and after it you could do way better with AYP. It looks like you are subconsciously afraid of actual change.
Once again sorry for being harsh, but sometimes it helps people

I have to agree. Without addressing those hang-ups you will be wasting a lot of time with that choice of subs

[MasterEnki]

Clansy Wrote:
I don't want to be harsh, but it looks like you are trying to avoid actually tackling the problem. It seems like are trying to do all other subs, except the main thing that would help you to deal with the problem...

Ricardo Wrote:
Without addressing those hang-ups you will be wasting a lot of time with that choice of subs

I think tapping, etc. will help alot with those hang-ups.

The way I tap has given me remarkable results with what I've been doing it on (FYI - Success Mindset, Removing doubts / opposing thoughts about being gorgeous, and some random negative thoughts).

I plan to tap on each of those hang-ups for a few months at least.

The way I tap is:

1. Have a clear image on how I want to be (or if it is abstract / complex, have key words / symbols that represent it).

2. Focus on image until opposing thoughts arise (if there are any / any left).

3. Tap away opposing thoughts.

4. Repeat until no opposing thoughts come up (or opposing thoughts come up, but without emotion / attachment to them).


Though still, I honestly think that real-life experience is the best way to get comfortable with intimacy / sex.


In the past, I've had many things that made me uncomfortable when I had little to no experience / familiarity,

But when I did start doing them / got experience / familiar with them, I got comfortable with them and now I enjoy them.


I don't think DAOS has been useless,

I've noticed some good changes in the last week or two.


I think all the subs on my short list (except maybe Attract Positive Energy, as a refresher) will be helpful with women.

Most the other areas in my life are excellent.

Though AM6 would cover alot more (EDIT: Then say ASC and LTU)


For now I'm going to being doing another 18 Days of DAOS, have a few days off subs, and do 1 - 3 months of ASC.

[MasterEnki]

Day 73:

Lately, some people act possessed (possibly influenced by DAOS).

The two women at the bus stop (on different days), were staring at me, but the confused / WTF expressions on there faces made it seem like they were compelled to look at me, rather then do it naturally by their own free will.

Another woman, who knew me before DAOS, recently said that she really enjoys talking to me, but her face was blank and without much expression.

Seemed like she didn't want to say it, but said it anyway.


On another topic,

The majority of people (male and female) look half-dead.

Very few people seem to have any radiance at all.

[JackOfHearts]

If they look half-dead it also means they look half-alive. It's better than nothing

[MasterEnki]

Day 74:

After reflection,

I think I'll delay / push back using BIATBW or AYP.

Instead, I'm going to go for some general life-tuning (and / or emotional healing).

The plan now is to do my 90 Days of DAOS, then ASC till the end of the year,

And then go to LTU for 3 - 6 months. Or maybe some EPRHA (unless it is covered in LTU).

I may even start with EPRHA, before LTU (unless LTU covers EPRHA).

[MasterEnki]

Day 81:

Been feeling 'giddy' the past 2 days.

Today I was bouncing off the walls like a super-ball.

I noticed my self-image is sexy / more sexy.


Last night I had a random explosion of emotions. Feeling happy, angry, sad, anxious and hopeful, all at once.


I'm still not getting results with women in real life though (except a few forced-looking smiles here and there).

I'm left wondering things like,

Do women have low standards for themselves (go for lower quality guys)?
Maybe women just have low self-esteem and assume I'm way too good for them?
Are women so damaged, that they only go for jerks that are harmful to them (and ignore friendly, helpful guys like me)?


On another topic,

I've worked out my next 3 subs,

2014:

ASC (for the rest of 2014, after my 90 Days of DAOS)

2015:

EPRHA (3 months)
LTU (3 - 6 months)

Looking forward to doing EPRHA. It will be my first sub that has Slipstream in it, sounds pretty damn mint!!!