06-13-2012, 06:54 PM
cheers spiral. I think its pushed through a lot of ego and is now hitting on some pretty sensitive stuff. Its effecting me a lot differently than I first imagined. I just didn't care what my ex thought of me for example so openly said to her she was my first and that I was a virgin till I was 20. I had never told anyone that before and felt very ashamed about it. That's the whole I couldn't care coming through but at the same time feel really down about it. Its pushing me to face some real demons though. I'm hoping its pushed through the resistance by next thursday when I leave on holiday for 3.5 weeks but we shall see
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
