Magnus' journal

[Shannon]

So ive hit what i think is some resistance with the self esteem sub. Im 32 days in now.

Ive got what i like to call modes which show up. Im currently in the im so messed up how do i fix myself mode. My least favourite of the lot. I have been searching around trying to find different ways to fix myswlf the last few days because i feel like im inherantly broken and that there is something wrong with me.

Shannon or anyone else is this likely to be resistance?

Very likely. Accepting yourself as defective or broken is a good way to fight increasing your self esteem and sense of self worth.