06-01-2012, 03:43 AM
Cheers guys,
I think with some of the resiliency build during the alpha set it might not be quite as bad. I had it rough most of the way through stage 1-5 in alpha. At the same time I'm glad I went there. It quite possibly saved my life and my job and if stage 6 keeps building this inner peace as it has been I will be even happier.
I must say what I got out of it was a lot different to what I expected. In a lot of ways its just made me a lot stronger within myself. I for the first time ever can say no to girls that I know don't meet my standards or are trying to manipulate me. The hold that my ex had on me over the last 3 years has almost completely dissipated in the last week although it has been building that way for a while.
Its strange though now I actually don't care to much about women and like the fact the SM tends to push towards making one more independent/interdependent as well as enhancing inspiration towards all of life.
I think with some of the resiliency build during the alpha set it might not be quite as bad. I had it rough most of the way through stage 1-5 in alpha. At the same time I'm glad I went there. It quite possibly saved my life and my job and if stage 6 keeps building this inner peace as it has been I will be even happier.
I must say what I got out of it was a lot different to what I expected. In a lot of ways its just made me a lot stronger within myself. I for the first time ever can say no to girls that I know don't meet my standards or are trying to manipulate me. The hold that my ex had on me over the last 3 years has almost completely dissipated in the last week although it has been building that way for a while.
Its strange though now I actually don't care to much about women and like the fact the SM tends to push towards making one more independent/interdependent as well as enhancing inspiration towards all of life.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
