02-22-2012, 03:04 PM
Yes I have told him about everything I have done in the way of changing. To be honest he is very skeptical about them but said as long as I continue to see him I can do anything that isn't harming my progress.
I also at the moment am still doubting that I have changed at all even though its clear through what everyone has to me but when I wasn't in this doubting stage I was STARTING to have some sort of belief that subs work. I can see all the evidence there in front of me my sisters changes, my own changes, everyone else on the forum but I still don't believe it. At the moment there's only one thing I know for sure and that is that I will not be stopping the sub until all 6 stages have been worked through.
Its evident to the outside world that I have changed and that my beliefs are changing but I at this point in time seem to be unable to accept that
I also at the moment am still doubting that I have changed at all even though its clear through what everyone has to me but when I wasn't in this doubting stage I was STARTING to have some sort of belief that subs work. I can see all the evidence there in front of me my sisters changes, my own changes, everyone else on the forum but I still don't believe it. At the moment there's only one thing I know for sure and that is that I will not be stopping the sub until all 6 stages have been worked through.
Its evident to the outside world that I have changed and that my beliefs are changing but I at this point in time seem to be unable to accept that
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
