02-22-2012, 02:46 PM
So its been a mixed bag of emotions since stage 3 and seeing my ex. I thought I would take some time out and read through some others journals.
I decided to read through ryan's alpha journal as I feel like I can relate to a lot of the issues he went through and my god I can see the similarities between what he went through in stage 3 and what i'm going through. The self doubt, The doubt that I've changed its all in there but its all resistance.
Now back to the positive
* I've noticed lately I actually haven't been caring to much about women. The neediness has gone down usually after an upset with my ex i'm straight on a dating site searching for another now I didn't even touch one
* I'm less talkative but when I do talk its in more of a bold way
* I felt more normal after stage 2 and at the end of stage 2
Stage 3 is hitting me very hard but push through the next two stages and from what I have heard stage 5 gets a little easier
I decided to read through ryan's alpha journal as I feel like I can relate to a lot of the issues he went through and my god I can see the similarities between what he went through in stage 3 and what i'm going through. The self doubt, The doubt that I've changed its all in there but its all resistance.
Now back to the positive
* I've noticed lately I actually haven't been caring to much about women. The neediness has gone down usually after an upset with my ex i'm straight on a dating site searching for another now I didn't even touch one
* I'm less talkative but when I do talk its in more of a bold way
* I felt more normal after stage 2 and at the end of stage 2
Stage 3 is hitting me very hard but push through the next two stages and from what I have heard stage 5 gets a little easier
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
