So I am starting to feel the pull and attachment dying down slowly (Still a long way to go). Theres a lot of memories still coming up but the attachment is going down slowly. This is being replaced by a feeling of not feeling good enough or not being worthy of anything. I have come to believe that many of my issues come from this low sense of self esteem rather than from abandonment. Its allowed me to realize this is why I become needy and clingy in relationships and go for insecure and unhealthy women as well
Another interesting thing thats came up over the last few days is I have had zero desire to view porn. This coming from a guy who watched it twice a day. I'm not sure why this is but I just don't get anything from it anymore. To me it feels like it objectifies women and puts them on pedestals instead of treating them like other human beings. Just cause they have good looks, tits and a pussy doesn't make them special compared to anyone else.
Another interesting thing thats came up over the last few days is I have had zero desire to view porn. This coming from a guy who watched it twice a day. I'm not sure why this is but I just don't get anything from it anymore. To me it feels like it objectifies women and puts them on pedestals instead of treating them like other human beings. Just cause they have good looks, tits and a pussy doesn't make them special compared to anyone else.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
