09-13-2017, 02:34 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-13-2017, 02:37 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Day 48:
So many things has happened recently and I don't want list them all.
At the same time I'm tired of censoring myself on this forum, I think I'm gonna explode at some point with all the BS that is happening around here.
This shit is giving me thoughts about giving up posting. Manipulation is really something disgusting. That some guys here I willing to attack a forum like this is beyond me, and for what, just for a little bit of money: affiliate links. Yes you can profit from a forum, some guys here are clearly lying openly and no one notice????
A marketer can say you can't profit from a forum seriously? and you believe him?
That's it I said it
I just can't keep my mouth shut about those things, some are going to hate me for that but I'm getting used to it I guess.
Back to MLS:
I think it's working on my issue with learning, I feel more angry about learning right now and tired of staying at the same level all the time. I think I have a deep fear of using my intelligence to full level because that would mean a lot of responsibilities that I don't want to have. I think I have restricted myself. I had a strange dream in which I puke so maybe it cleaned something.
Women are still checking me out a lot. I went to a club last Saturday, I danced with a super cute young girl but it didn't work out, there were too much guys turning around her. She was interested at first though as she kept looking at me. Her girl friend was jealous I think, as she was touching me a lot with her elbow from behind but she quickly realized I wasn't interested in her.
"GF" is getting more and more into me. She had very good sex last time I met with her, not so much for me but for it was great for her. She is clearly behaving differently with me, which confirmed me all those girls looking at me recently. I think I'm getting used to it because I'm not paying much attention to it.
So many things has happened recently and I don't want list them all.
At the same time I'm tired of censoring myself on this forum, I think I'm gonna explode at some point with all the BS that is happening around here.
This shit is giving me thoughts about giving up posting. Manipulation is really something disgusting. That some guys here I willing to attack a forum like this is beyond me, and for what, just for a little bit of money: affiliate links. Yes you can profit from a forum, some guys here are clearly lying openly and no one notice????
A marketer can say you can't profit from a forum seriously? and you believe him?
That's it I said it
I just can't keep my mouth shut about those things, some are going to hate me for that but I'm getting used to it I guess. Back to MLS:
I think it's working on my issue with learning, I feel more angry about learning right now and tired of staying at the same level all the time. I think I have a deep fear of using my intelligence to full level because that would mean a lot of responsibilities that I don't want to have. I think I have restricted myself. I had a strange dream in which I puke so maybe it cleaned something.
Women are still checking me out a lot. I went to a club last Saturday, I danced with a super cute young girl but it didn't work out, there were too much guys turning around her. She was interested at first though as she kept looking at me. Her girl friend was jealous I think, as she was touching me a lot with her elbow from behind but she quickly realized I wasn't interested in her.
"GF" is getting more and more into me. She had very good sex last time I met with her, not so much for me but for it was great for her. She is clearly behaving differently with me, which confirmed me all those girls looking at me recently. I think I'm getting used to it because I'm not paying much attention to it.
