08-11-2017, 01:02 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-11-2017, 01:10 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Day 16:
Aggressive attitude went down, I noticed I could listen once again to "emotional music", before that it was "shut up you sensitive weakling singer" . Big change here. I think it's the anger going down that made me wrote last time as the first 10 days I was too aggressive to bother myself with writing my journal.
I went to a new dance class for beginners, I talked to the female teacher for the price. She think for a second then said to wait for a minute as she need to talk to the boss. Then she said they are offering me that month for free
it's f*** great.
I think she is affected, by what I don't know, also another guy seems to have paid full price. Last Wednesday I noticed while I danced with her she didn't criticized my dancing at all while with the others she went full on, giving them advice to improve themselves. But with me she made an embarrassed face and nodded like it was good but I don't think it was this good that she didn't has anything to say.
My memory seems to have improved though it's not amazing yet; it's still foggy in my opinion.
I reacted to 2 events before they happened which was strange like my body knew the future. I'm not sure about it though, it could be luck.
While practicing at home the moves I just learn I noticed it was more fun to practice and that I remembered the moves quiet easily. I finally understood some moves that I was struggling with, I am now able to make those moves in a good way.
Aggressive attitude went down, I noticed I could listen once again to "emotional music", before that it was "shut up you sensitive weakling singer" . Big change here. I think it's the anger going down that made me wrote last time as the first 10 days I was too aggressive to bother myself with writing my journal.
I went to a new dance class for beginners, I talked to the female teacher for the price. She think for a second then said to wait for a minute as she need to talk to the boss. Then she said they are offering me that month for free
it's f*** great.I think she is affected, by what I don't know, also another guy seems to have paid full price. Last Wednesday I noticed while I danced with her she didn't criticized my dancing at all while with the others she went full on, giving them advice to improve themselves. But with me she made an embarrassed face and nodded like it was good but I don't think it was this good that she didn't has anything to say.
My memory seems to have improved though it's not amazing yet; it's still foggy in my opinion.
I reacted to 2 events before they happened which was strange like my body knew the future. I'm not sure about it though, it could be luck.
While practicing at home the moves I just learn I noticed it was more fun to practice and that I remembered the moves quiet easily. I finally understood some moves that I was struggling with, I am now able to make those moves in a good way.
