08-09-2017, 10:55 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-09-2017, 11:03 AM by JackOfHearts.)
I'm currently wondering if MLS is the one getting me that aggressive attitude. There is a special eclipse pattern that has been going on when MLS was released and that pattern will culminate until the 21. So I'm wondering if it's really MLS or maybe MLS is part of the whole process.
People around me seems to be acting a bit wacko too so it may not be MLS.
There is a friend of mine who drive like crazy. He does not think, he just get crazy angry and often yell some insults at people who drive too slowly. I always thought it was a very stupid behavior. But I'm currently thinking it has nothing to do with stupidity but more to hormones, chemistry or something that triggers an instinct to be angry.
I say that because I'm getting that same kind of attitude recently. Me being me I know this guy was born during a similar pattern we are currently in
But this is probably Placebo
leepy:
I'm realizing or admitting that I'm not a fast learner. And that the intelligence I have is not the intelligence that gets you an high IQ but it's a kind of intelligence that helps me see through the BS of human society. Tom Hanks movie Forrest gump would be a good example of that actually. Though it's exaggerated in that movie the way it's done but I think it's meant so that it's more obvious as it's an extreme case.
My first thought was that this movie is completely stupid at first sight but as the story progressed I realized how intelligent that guy is actually and that the people calling him stupid are the one being stupid. He has a simplistic view of reality that helps him get through life and no matter what happen he keeps going, not even realizing how hard life is for people around him while he just go do his thing.
What's striking to me is his perseverance, which I think is related to that kind of intelligence which appear as a simple minded attitude. The guy just don't over think everything like most people do and he sees what really matters.
This is somewhat similar to me though not as exaggerated and extreme as him. For example I didn't learn English because I was a fast learner but because I found a fun way to use it everyday, I just kept doing it like it was nothing while most people in my class would say that I was crazy, to me it was simple and the laziest thing I could do.
But now that I think about it, it has to do with perseverance like when I was cycling, I used to keep doing it everyday until it was nothing to me. People use to call me crazy on that too, I used to go home on my bike while other student would use the bus. It was nothing to me while to others it was something crazy that they would never do which really isn't hard, as your body gets used to the hardship so it gets easy overtime.
All that to say that I'm not a fast learner. I think I'm getting some pretty solid resistance right now. I thought MLS would be easy but it doesn't seem to be right now. I'm also wondering if that slow learner attitude is not a way for me to not succeed in life.
People around me seems to be acting a bit wacko too so it may not be MLS.
There is a friend of mine who drive like crazy. He does not think, he just get crazy angry and often yell some insults at people who drive too slowly. I always thought it was a very stupid behavior. But I'm currently thinking it has nothing to do with stupidity but more to hormones, chemistry or something that triggers an instinct to be angry.
I say that because I'm getting that same kind of attitude recently. Me being me I know this guy was born during a similar pattern we are currently in
But this is probably Placebo
leepy:I'm realizing or admitting that I'm not a fast learner. And that the intelligence I have is not the intelligence that gets you an high IQ but it's a kind of intelligence that helps me see through the BS of human society. Tom Hanks movie Forrest gump would be a good example of that actually. Though it's exaggerated in that movie the way it's done but I think it's meant so that it's more obvious as it's an extreme case.
My first thought was that this movie is completely stupid at first sight but as the story progressed I realized how intelligent that guy is actually and that the people calling him stupid are the one being stupid. He has a simplistic view of reality that helps him get through life and no matter what happen he keeps going, not even realizing how hard life is for people around him while he just go do his thing.
What's striking to me is his perseverance, which I think is related to that kind of intelligence which appear as a simple minded attitude. The guy just don't over think everything like most people do and he sees what really matters.
This is somewhat similar to me though not as exaggerated and extreme as him. For example I didn't learn English because I was a fast learner but because I found a fun way to use it everyday, I just kept doing it like it was nothing while most people in my class would say that I was crazy, to me it was simple and the laziest thing I could do.
But now that I think about it, it has to do with perseverance like when I was cycling, I used to keep doing it everyday until it was nothing to me. People use to call me crazy on that too, I used to go home on my bike while other student would use the bus. It was nothing to me while to others it was something crazy that they would never do which really isn't hard, as your body gets used to the hardship so it gets easy overtime.
All that to say that I'm not a fast learner. I think I'm getting some pretty solid resistance right now. I thought MLS would be easy but it doesn't seem to be right now. I'm also wondering if that slow learner attitude is not a way for me to not succeed in life.
