Day 73
Currently listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2b_hYV7c6rM
So, this might be the last update I have on my first run of MLS. Might being the operative word. Every time I make claims like this, I always end up with my foot in my mouth, and let me tell you, I feel sorry for every woman that sucked on my toes...
Moving on, I had a couple of realizations from my run with MLS and I will focus on those, and the other half of this post will be some suggestions for DMSI. I realize that the Maestro may or may not read them here, and I should probably post those on his journal. I may at some point in the future, but for today, they're going here, for no other reason than consistency of thought.
MLS is a hard sub to put a finger on, simply because the goal is to enhance your intelligence, which is an incredibly vast goal.
In my 73 days of use, I've come to some realizations about the sub. None of these are new, as Shannon clearly pointed them out when he released the sub. So, perhaps, to be accurate, it wasn't so much of a realization as it was reinforcement of his initial statements.
MLS is interesting because the bulk of its effects won't be felt on the first run. That's not to say it's not effective or it doesn't do what it was advertised to. It absolutely does, in spades. I get glimpses of it at times and it's amazing. But, and there is a but, like many things, it's not a quick solution. It's not a run once and then move on. MLS demands respect at its alter, and that's something that anyone who is considering running this sub should take heed of now.
The first 90 days of this sub is just the primer. The big effects of MLS won't happen until the second or third run of the sub. Again, Shannon already talked about that in his stages for the sub, but, after having run the sub for the past 73 days, with 17 days left before I finish my first 90 days, I can attest to that statement.
If you want the best of MLS, it's a commitment. This one is a long game with your mind.
I would suggest that anyone who is running MLS, and plans to use it for the long term, after finishing the first 90 days, take a 21 to 30 day break. Let the initial programming settle down, execute, enjoy the bloom, and then pick it up for your second run. As many have already seen with DMSI, taking a break and then coming back to a sub does something. Maybe it's the secondary reinforcement, or the fact that the programming had some time to settle in, but the subs execute far faster in the second run with more prominent results.
As far as the benefits I've received from running MLS. I have consistently been working out three times a week for the past 10 weeks or so. My thoughts are much clearer, and when I actually focus in on something, I make things happen. This last statement is vague, but, what I will say is, any goal you focus on, MLS will make sure you achieve it.
Again, I can't stress this enough, MLS is a beast of a sub. I'm starting to understand what Shannon meant when he talked about more power and peoples perceived lack of results. These technologies aren't quick fixes. I'm not referring to DMSI in this case, because that is still an experimental sub, and therefore I can't comment on something that hasn't been finished. But MLS is a production release, for all intents, and it's a beast. It's a sub that you will gain the greatest benefit from, after you've had at least 3 runs from. That means 9 months of usage.
I know a lot of users switch subs before fully finishing a run. I would advise, at least with MLS, that you make the long term commitment to it, or at least finish an initial run before switching over to something else, and then come back to this sub at a later time and do another run of it. I don't believe, and I'm not qualified to make this next statement, so it is only speculation on my part, that you need to do three consecutive runs of MLS. I would keep it as part of the sub arsenal.
That being finished, I'm going to now elaborate on a post that I made on Myth's journal.
I wrote my post on Myth's journal from my phone, and I can't get a damn thought out from my phone. I'm old. I need a keyboard and a large screen.
There's a large debate about how some guys are naturals, others aren't, and how DMSI's success has worked for guys that have a history of bedding women.
I can't remember which post it was that I wrote, but I believe it was in my 3.1 journal that I posted it. When I was in college, I couldn't ask a girl out for coffee, without being an absolute nervous wreck. I was a f*cking mess. On top of that, I was a hopeless romantic and probably a walking example of a white knight. Did I have some experience with women, I did, I won't lie, I did have some. Not a lot though.
I'm now 41 years old, and I've bedded over a hundred women. So what changed in the last 23 years since I was 18 years old...
First, I didn't go all Red Pill and hate women for the way they treated me. And I absolutely got shit on by women several times when I was in my late teens. But, I realized early on that hating someone else expends so much of my own energy, it doesn't get me anywhere. Neither did looking at other guys in envy of the fact that they had something that I felt I never would. And I had plenty of envy.
Instead, I focused on making myself the best version of myself that I could be. I focused entirely on myself and nothing else. I stopped giving a shit how other people looked at me, whether they were friendly with me or not, whether I was alpha or beta or anything else. It stopped being about everyone else and it only became about me. I decided to be solely focused on myself.
This led to one of the most interesting periods in my life. Where I focused on everything I ever wanted to do. I changed hair styles, colored my hair, bought clothes that fit my individual style, read the books that I wanted to read, and marched to my own drum. Now, this might sound vague again for many of you, so to put some more context on this, I grew up in NYC. One of the trendiest cities in the world, where people define the word clique, and if you're not in a group, you're alone. NY is an extremely harsh and lonely place. For those that have never lived here or partied here, you guys can't imagine. For those that are in NY, like Apollo, they can validate these statements. To go against the grain and define yourself in a town where everyone follows the latest trend is the hardest thing to do.
In the process of exploring this part of myself, I started to learn and understand what sexuality meant to me. This led me down another journey, and this one manifested itself in a unique way. I spent about two years in this field of self definition. During the process, there were three books that I read which made a defining mark on my character and personality.
1 - The Story of O by Pauline Reage
2 - The Dark Room by Junnosuke Yoshiyuki
3 - Diary of a Seducer by Kierkegaard.
Within that two year transformative period, I read those three books several times. Also during that period as I ingrained what sexuality and seduction meant to me, I ended up dating some of the most beautiful women in my university. I had intense sexual relationships with those women. I also, as a calling card almost, gave each of these women a copy of the first book, The Story of O.
I also made stronger friendships. My art changed and I had a small exhibition of my work when I was about 21. It was an intensely transformative time in my life, because I focused on my definition of sexuality. I realized that all of my emotions and feelings would be the architecture of my world. And any woman who came into contact with that world, would have to transform themselves to share my space. I no longer cared about bending to what women wanted, or finding a woman that I thought was attractive, or who met some ideal that I had. They had to transform themselves to what I was and how I lived. I honestly gave two shits about what they wanted and felt.
This was great for a while, and it made for some amazing times for me, but, ultimately I hurt so many different women. As the years went by I found some semblance of balance and I became who I was. Then I got on DMSI and I transformed even more.
This is the long way of saying, whatever you want, has to be focused on you. When you become what you want to be, things around you fall into place. When you try to figure out how to make something work, it doesn't pan out. This is probably why I never listened or read pickup material.
I shared this story with RT a while back, and I'll write it out here to further my point. I was at a starbucks a few months back, when I first quit caffeine, and I got a hot chocolate. There was a really attractive Asian woman in the line standing next to me. After I got my drink I sat down at a table and she came over and asked if she could sit down. I agreed, and she asked me about the hot chocolate order. I told her about the quitting caffeine thing and then we struck up a conversation. We talked for an hour. I was getting hungry and wanted a slice and she recommended a place close to where she lived. We went there, both had Pizza, talked some more, and then I walked her home. She asked me if I wanted to come up, I obliged, and we were on each other by the time we walked through her apartment door. I never even got her number, as I got dressed not long after we finished and left her place.
There was nothing more involved prior to us having sex, than just regular conversation, which started with her approaching me. At some point though, I knew I wanted to have sex with her. And I did.
These situations are common for me now, because, I understand what sexuality means for me. I'm comfortable with what I want, and more importantly, I know what I want. I know how far I can go. I embrace those qualities in me.
I can almost say that my sexuality was defined by those three books I mentioned earlier in this post.
If you want to be good with women, you need to first understand what sexuality means to you. Not women, not sex, but sexuality. What is your sexual charisma. How do you view yourself as a sexual being. What do you think you'll like or won't like. That's a mental game. There's not an easy answer for that.
I would almost suggest that people don't read pickup material, but instead focus on books about inner sexuality. Acceptance of that part of yourselves. God knows we live in a world where being a sexual being is not acceptable. You're taught from a young age that sex is bad, you get labeled a pervert, you get sexually emasculated. Find those parts of you.
When you do, embrace that power, channel it, let it ooze from every pore of your body. Everything else will follow.
Which brings me to my only suggestion for DMSI. I understand that Maestro put in Natural Seduction as part of the training wheels program. I think, if people were to start with version A, that some of those training wheels should remain. However, I think with version B, those training wheels need to come off. No more Natural Seduction, no healing, no clearing, no LDS. I think it should just focus on enhancing raw sexual energy of the user. Creating a version of DMSI that only focuses on increasing a users Sexual Power, Sexual Energy, Sexual Charisma and Sexual appetite. Nothing else. That, I believe, is what will make DMSI successful. Not all women will respond to it, and there will be a lot of ghosting for sure. But, once a baseline has been reached, I believe the women that are also sexually charged, will pursue aggressively. Almost like insects and light. They are drawn to it at an instinctual level.
That's basically everything I wanted to say. This became a goddam novel of a post. I'm making up for 30 days of not posting...
Onwards and Upwards My Brothers in Subs...
Currently listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2b_hYV7c6rM
So, this might be the last update I have on my first run of MLS. Might being the operative word. Every time I make claims like this, I always end up with my foot in my mouth, and let me tell you, I feel sorry for every woman that sucked on my toes...
Moving on, I had a couple of realizations from my run with MLS and I will focus on those, and the other half of this post will be some suggestions for DMSI. I realize that the Maestro may or may not read them here, and I should probably post those on his journal. I may at some point in the future, but for today, they're going here, for no other reason than consistency of thought.
MLS is a hard sub to put a finger on, simply because the goal is to enhance your intelligence, which is an incredibly vast goal.
In my 73 days of use, I've come to some realizations about the sub. None of these are new, as Shannon clearly pointed them out when he released the sub. So, perhaps, to be accurate, it wasn't so much of a realization as it was reinforcement of his initial statements.
MLS is interesting because the bulk of its effects won't be felt on the first run. That's not to say it's not effective or it doesn't do what it was advertised to. It absolutely does, in spades. I get glimpses of it at times and it's amazing. But, and there is a but, like many things, it's not a quick solution. It's not a run once and then move on. MLS demands respect at its alter, and that's something that anyone who is considering running this sub should take heed of now.
The first 90 days of this sub is just the primer. The big effects of MLS won't happen until the second or third run of the sub. Again, Shannon already talked about that in his stages for the sub, but, after having run the sub for the past 73 days, with 17 days left before I finish my first 90 days, I can attest to that statement.
If you want the best of MLS, it's a commitment. This one is a long game with your mind.
I would suggest that anyone who is running MLS, and plans to use it for the long term, after finishing the first 90 days, take a 21 to 30 day break. Let the initial programming settle down, execute, enjoy the bloom, and then pick it up for your second run. As many have already seen with DMSI, taking a break and then coming back to a sub does something. Maybe it's the secondary reinforcement, or the fact that the programming had some time to settle in, but the subs execute far faster in the second run with more prominent results.
As far as the benefits I've received from running MLS. I have consistently been working out three times a week for the past 10 weeks or so. My thoughts are much clearer, and when I actually focus in on something, I make things happen. This last statement is vague, but, what I will say is, any goal you focus on, MLS will make sure you achieve it.
Again, I can't stress this enough, MLS is a beast of a sub. I'm starting to understand what Shannon meant when he talked about more power and peoples perceived lack of results. These technologies aren't quick fixes. I'm not referring to DMSI in this case, because that is still an experimental sub, and therefore I can't comment on something that hasn't been finished. But MLS is a production release, for all intents, and it's a beast. It's a sub that you will gain the greatest benefit from, after you've had at least 3 runs from. That means 9 months of usage.
I know a lot of users switch subs before fully finishing a run. I would advise, at least with MLS, that you make the long term commitment to it, or at least finish an initial run before switching over to something else, and then come back to this sub at a later time and do another run of it. I don't believe, and I'm not qualified to make this next statement, so it is only speculation on my part, that you need to do three consecutive runs of MLS. I would keep it as part of the sub arsenal.
That being finished, I'm going to now elaborate on a post that I made on Myth's journal.
I wrote my post on Myth's journal from my phone, and I can't get a damn thought out from my phone. I'm old. I need a keyboard and a large screen.
There's a large debate about how some guys are naturals, others aren't, and how DMSI's success has worked for guys that have a history of bedding women.
I can't remember which post it was that I wrote, but I believe it was in my 3.1 journal that I posted it. When I was in college, I couldn't ask a girl out for coffee, without being an absolute nervous wreck. I was a f*cking mess. On top of that, I was a hopeless romantic and probably a walking example of a white knight. Did I have some experience with women, I did, I won't lie, I did have some. Not a lot though.
I'm now 41 years old, and I've bedded over a hundred women. So what changed in the last 23 years since I was 18 years old...
First, I didn't go all Red Pill and hate women for the way they treated me. And I absolutely got shit on by women several times when I was in my late teens. But, I realized early on that hating someone else expends so much of my own energy, it doesn't get me anywhere. Neither did looking at other guys in envy of the fact that they had something that I felt I never would. And I had plenty of envy.
Instead, I focused on making myself the best version of myself that I could be. I focused entirely on myself and nothing else. I stopped giving a shit how other people looked at me, whether they were friendly with me or not, whether I was alpha or beta or anything else. It stopped being about everyone else and it only became about me. I decided to be solely focused on myself.
This led to one of the most interesting periods in my life. Where I focused on everything I ever wanted to do. I changed hair styles, colored my hair, bought clothes that fit my individual style, read the books that I wanted to read, and marched to my own drum. Now, this might sound vague again for many of you, so to put some more context on this, I grew up in NYC. One of the trendiest cities in the world, where people define the word clique, and if you're not in a group, you're alone. NY is an extremely harsh and lonely place. For those that have never lived here or partied here, you guys can't imagine. For those that are in NY, like Apollo, they can validate these statements. To go against the grain and define yourself in a town where everyone follows the latest trend is the hardest thing to do.
In the process of exploring this part of myself, I started to learn and understand what sexuality meant to me. This led me down another journey, and this one manifested itself in a unique way. I spent about two years in this field of self definition. During the process, there were three books that I read which made a defining mark on my character and personality.
1 - The Story of O by Pauline Reage
2 - The Dark Room by Junnosuke Yoshiyuki
3 - Diary of a Seducer by Kierkegaard.
Within that two year transformative period, I read those three books several times. Also during that period as I ingrained what sexuality and seduction meant to me, I ended up dating some of the most beautiful women in my university. I had intense sexual relationships with those women. I also, as a calling card almost, gave each of these women a copy of the first book, The Story of O.
I also made stronger friendships. My art changed and I had a small exhibition of my work when I was about 21. It was an intensely transformative time in my life, because I focused on my definition of sexuality. I realized that all of my emotions and feelings would be the architecture of my world. And any woman who came into contact with that world, would have to transform themselves to share my space. I no longer cared about bending to what women wanted, or finding a woman that I thought was attractive, or who met some ideal that I had. They had to transform themselves to what I was and how I lived. I honestly gave two shits about what they wanted and felt.
This was great for a while, and it made for some amazing times for me, but, ultimately I hurt so many different women. As the years went by I found some semblance of balance and I became who I was. Then I got on DMSI and I transformed even more.
This is the long way of saying, whatever you want, has to be focused on you. When you become what you want to be, things around you fall into place. When you try to figure out how to make something work, it doesn't pan out. This is probably why I never listened or read pickup material.
I shared this story with RT a while back, and I'll write it out here to further my point. I was at a starbucks a few months back, when I first quit caffeine, and I got a hot chocolate. There was a really attractive Asian woman in the line standing next to me. After I got my drink I sat down at a table and she came over and asked if she could sit down. I agreed, and she asked me about the hot chocolate order. I told her about the quitting caffeine thing and then we struck up a conversation. We talked for an hour. I was getting hungry and wanted a slice and she recommended a place close to where she lived. We went there, both had Pizza, talked some more, and then I walked her home. She asked me if I wanted to come up, I obliged, and we were on each other by the time we walked through her apartment door. I never even got her number, as I got dressed not long after we finished and left her place.
There was nothing more involved prior to us having sex, than just regular conversation, which started with her approaching me. At some point though, I knew I wanted to have sex with her. And I did.
These situations are common for me now, because, I understand what sexuality means for me. I'm comfortable with what I want, and more importantly, I know what I want. I know how far I can go. I embrace those qualities in me.
I can almost say that my sexuality was defined by those three books I mentioned earlier in this post.
If you want to be good with women, you need to first understand what sexuality means to you. Not women, not sex, but sexuality. What is your sexual charisma. How do you view yourself as a sexual being. What do you think you'll like or won't like. That's a mental game. There's not an easy answer for that.
I would almost suggest that people don't read pickup material, but instead focus on books about inner sexuality. Acceptance of that part of yourselves. God knows we live in a world where being a sexual being is not acceptable. You're taught from a young age that sex is bad, you get labeled a pervert, you get sexually emasculated. Find those parts of you.
When you do, embrace that power, channel it, let it ooze from every pore of your body. Everything else will follow.
Which brings me to my only suggestion for DMSI. I understand that Maestro put in Natural Seduction as part of the training wheels program. I think, if people were to start with version A, that some of those training wheels should remain. However, I think with version B, those training wheels need to come off. No more Natural Seduction, no healing, no clearing, no LDS. I think it should just focus on enhancing raw sexual energy of the user. Creating a version of DMSI that only focuses on increasing a users Sexual Power, Sexual Energy, Sexual Charisma and Sexual appetite. Nothing else. That, I believe, is what will make DMSI successful. Not all women will respond to it, and there will be a lot of ghosting for sure. But, once a baseline has been reached, I believe the women that are also sexually charged, will pursue aggressively. Almost like insects and light. They are drawn to it at an instinctual level.
That's basically everything I wanted to say. This became a goddam novel of a post. I'm making up for 30 days of not posting...
Onwards and Upwards My Brothers in Subs...
