07-04-2018, 06:58 AM
(07-04-2018, 06:56 AM)JCasterlin Wrote: I reread your post several times before deciding on how to reply. I don't see wanting to improve yourself as quickly as possible as a " magic fix" Seriously though isn't that the purpose of the subs? What I have done is probably my own form of resistance rearing its ugly head. I know I need to do the healing & clearing work. I've never denied that. My frustration as it were, has always been knowing the depth of what I have to work on & not knowing how long it will take. It won't be quick at all. Given what I've been through & what I'm looking at it's fair to say I probably shouldn't run anything other than E2 for at least eighteen months to two years. That said I will do as recommended & not run anything other than E2 for the foreseeable future
You will be fine, as long you are not trying to convince me of anything, but convince yourself to it. Dedication can only be shown over time, and it will always be in your hands to decide what you will do.
