(05-10-2017, 09:18 AM)thor2014 Wrote: Would phenibut help to alleviate the over stimulation ?
(05-09-2017, 06:45 AM)Zane Wrote: I think MHS is finally starting to work on my Mental healing with all the changes MHS has made in my sleep Schedule, supplement intake and being relaxed, positive and chilling attitude.. I think its time.
I am now having few urges to learn and keeping my brain busy.. But I am not learning anything yet cause from 7 years of MDD and ADHD.. My brain was absolutely ***** up..
My problem is that if I find something interesting like a topic to talk about about then Idk what happens but my brain starts getting over-stimulated and then after that my brain feels as if it's absolutely fried... That the problem.. My brain gets hyper..
But this time I think MHS is hitting on that so that it can fix it.. It bought that hyper stimulation feeling which lasted for 3-4 hours and then I was resting my brain for two days.. So It's fixing I guess.. These are signs MHS is working on it.
Today I was feeling as if my brain is somewhat restored to it optimal state or was being repaired.. Lets see how it goes..
Well I never tried it.. But I don't think I need it cause I think MHS is fixing it..
Like I said before I avoid talking to people and explaining stuff..
This getting hyper condition only actives itself when I am explaining something I am good at or know something.. Its as if some kind of emotional neediness is tied when I try to explains stuff or get in a debate type situation.. as if I am seeking validation and attention.. Trying to prove to others my importance or something..
Since I don't care to explain anything to anyone now so it's impossible to get hyper.. Also if I consciously try to explain stuff then I feel as if I need to much energy to explain stuff and feel like my life force is being drained..
Now It's like I don't want to talk or explain to prove my worth... But I silently want to do stuff to prove my worth.... In short let the deeds do the talking..