(12-11-2015, 08:13 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: It's certainly due to your current internal problem you are dealing with. Not the sub itself.
The script is looking for something which is different every time.
To me AM is a roller coaster, some stage you feel great and the next you are a different person. It's like you pushed a button in your brain and you start behaving differently.
I would say it should be very very hard to keep a girlfriend while doing AM6 due to that and if she stays with you she isn't going to enjoy that ride unless she is crazy.
The only reason I want to stop AM6 is for the same reason as you. Even if I feel awesome sometimes I think I would feel better while I'm not on it and it's perfectly normal when you know what AM6 is supposed to do (push you until you are fed up with the status quo). To me AM6 is like a hard core training that shouldn't be done for a long time. One year max then switch take a rest.
made my day your post
i honestly regret my run not because of the growth the growth is great but i had a good life before am i had a hot babe i dominated and friends i enjoyed my life, now i have work, training and some attraction from random women i dont know and respect from men i dont know and a huge load of doubt and questioning my life, i feel like i should have done it at some other point of my life i didnt think it would change my life in such a huge way, the direction is good but all i aqquired the years before was lost and i had to start from the beginning which sucks man...and i am totally damaged regarding women on a deeper level, in my company or events i am the cool jerk they are attracted to but when getting sexual with me there is nor intimicy i feel like a big dick when fucking them and they feel to me like a big vagina there is no connection, and i would be a horrible boyfriend i am unpatient and dont tolerate any misbehavior i have rejected a girl i wanted to meet tomorrow because she responded 6 hours later in whatsapp, and ended a friendship with a guy i used to be close because he didnt respond to my whatsapp message, things that didnt used to bother me now bother me like when someone is ignoring me, i used to be immun to devalidation but now i go crazy if a women dont answer or ignore me or is disrespectful, it goes so far that i get violent fantasies
