11-26-2014, 02:05 PM
Stage 3 day 1
Stage 2 was very strange , I was too much serious, very serious and cold with everyone. But I felt like I was myself, didn't need to smile all the time while talking with people, I was just me, I was here unaffected by everything. But it didn't change the way people interact with me. I am the center of almost 80% of the time in every group, things that never happened to me I was this guy who was outside of the circle and who was trying to enter and talk to everyone. Now I don't mind but people keep gravitate around me.
I had less eyes contact from women and men but still have some, I felt that this stage was a lot focused on my neediness and my urge to go out and met women. And on my libido too, I didn't know why but I have this urge to do a lot of training and have that sexy body that I had when i was 19. After I had started a lot of bodybuilding 2 week later every morning my penis was happy when i was waking up. My libido had come back now even if I didn't felt that I had lost it. It was like my unconscious mind was telling me to increase my level of testosterone in my blood. It is great I am feeling like i am 18 again ahah my penis is happy all the time now !!
So this last week I have approached 7 women and had 4 numbers, it is amazing ! Even if a girl is saying me no I am continuing to push for her number because I can see in her body language that she find me very very attractive and she is just saying no for 2 or 3 times to not be seen has a slut who's giving number to everyone !
It is so easy to approach girls, I have anxiety but is like only 10% and I am feeling very proud of me every time I can crush this anxiety inside me so I don't mind if anxiety is not at 0%.
When I am seeing a girl I like I have this urge to go and meet her, it is like if I am not trying I will regret it for the rest of my life. But even if I am not approaching I just forget the girl 30 seconds later lol. I am not putting myself down because I didn't open her, it is great.
Now stage 3, and I am looking forward to it.
Stage 2 was very strange , I was too much serious, very serious and cold with everyone. But I felt like I was myself, didn't need to smile all the time while talking with people, I was just me, I was here unaffected by everything. But it didn't change the way people interact with me. I am the center of almost 80% of the time in every group, things that never happened to me I was this guy who was outside of the circle and who was trying to enter and talk to everyone. Now I don't mind but people keep gravitate around me.
I had less eyes contact from women and men but still have some, I felt that this stage was a lot focused on my neediness and my urge to go out and met women. And on my libido too, I didn't know why but I have this urge to do a lot of training and have that sexy body that I had when i was 19. After I had started a lot of bodybuilding 2 week later every morning my penis was happy when i was waking up. My libido had come back now even if I didn't felt that I had lost it. It was like my unconscious mind was telling me to increase my level of testosterone in my blood. It is great I am feeling like i am 18 again ahah my penis is happy all the time now !!
So this last week I have approached 7 women and had 4 numbers, it is amazing ! Even if a girl is saying me no I am continuing to push for her number because I can see in her body language that she find me very very attractive and she is just saying no for 2 or 3 times to not be seen has a slut who's giving number to everyone !
It is so easy to approach girls, I have anxiety but is like only 10% and I am feeling very proud of me every time I can crush this anxiety inside me so I don't mind if anxiety is not at 0%.
When I am seeing a girl I like I have this urge to go and meet her, it is like if I am not trying I will regret it for the rest of my life. But even if I am not approaching I just forget the girl 30 seconds later lol. I am not putting myself down because I didn't open her, it is great.
Now stage 3, and I am looking forward to it.
