01-11-2016, 04:14 PM
I'll keep it brief.
Pretty much, I narrowed down everything to 2 major psychological/emotional issues I have.
1. I feel like I'm worth less than the guys that successfully achieve what I have set to achieve, but haven't achieved yet. This is almost entirely about girls. (This and the fact that I feel horny and want to have sex)
2. In my major, in college, I want the other people in my major to acknowledge and accept me. I'm not that well known with the people in my major. Especially compared to outside of my major. And it's a small major. I feel like everyone knows each other...that's not the case in reality (but at the very least they each already have their groups and at least a couple people in each group know people who around other groups). The first group I use to hang around in, I liked a girl, we grabbed food, but we didn't f*** and it was my fault. In hindsight, I realized this. I thought it'd be easy to finish what I started so I was pretty persistent with trying to get her out again and planning on doing it. It didn't happen and I feel ashamed that I failed and most likely the rest of the group knows too and now it feels like it's them and me, I'm isolated. That's what it feels like at least. I know this is my fault and I'm probably being pretty stupid about how I'm interpretting some of this.
I plan on doing EPRHA 2.0, but I think it may be a little while until it's released. Especially since OF 5G has to into OGSF 5G before OGSF can even go into EPRHA 2.0.
I was thinking of either re-running EPRHA or ASC until EPRHA 2.0 came out. Which of the two would you guys recommend?
I feel like if I was more confident in myself and valued myself more I'd be much better off.
Also, I started tapping yesterday following the tapping 2.0 thread. I will tap on those two specific issues starting today though.
Pretty much, I narrowed down everything to 2 major psychological/emotional issues I have.
1. I feel like I'm worth less than the guys that successfully achieve what I have set to achieve, but haven't achieved yet. This is almost entirely about girls. (This and the fact that I feel horny and want to have sex)
2. In my major, in college, I want the other people in my major to acknowledge and accept me. I'm not that well known with the people in my major. Especially compared to outside of my major. And it's a small major. I feel like everyone knows each other...that's not the case in reality (but at the very least they each already have their groups and at least a couple people in each group know people who around other groups). The first group I use to hang around in, I liked a girl, we grabbed food, but we didn't f*** and it was my fault. In hindsight, I realized this. I thought it'd be easy to finish what I started so I was pretty persistent with trying to get her out again and planning on doing it. It didn't happen and I feel ashamed that I failed and most likely the rest of the group knows too and now it feels like it's them and me, I'm isolated. That's what it feels like at least. I know this is my fault and I'm probably being pretty stupid about how I'm interpretting some of this.
I plan on doing EPRHA 2.0, but I think it may be a little while until it's released. Especially since OF 5G has to into OGSF 5G before OGSF can even go into EPRHA 2.0.
I was thinking of either re-running EPRHA or ASC until EPRHA 2.0 came out. Which of the two would you guys recommend?
I feel like if I was more confident in myself and valued myself more I'd be much better off.
Also, I started tapping yesterday following the tapping 2.0 thread. I will tap on those two specific issues starting today though.
