09-04-2011, 08:48 AM
Interesting.. hmm...
Stage 2 - Day 23
Hmm right now, I think I'm more on a right "spot" to describe what really has been going on throughout the process so far.
Last night I went out with a friend of mine pub crawling. It was great fun. I got a lot to drink, I must admit ;-p His sister and her friend joined us somewhere along the night. I've met them before and I remember how I wouldn't say much but not yesterday. I would say and do whatever I felt like, popping up in my head. I didn't give a f*** if they liked me or not. I just wanted a good time and created the aliveness in my interactions and was curious about people. Eventually the sister and her friend went away and we keep crawling. Throughout the night I would go up to a girl or a group of girls and just talk. My energy was positive and alive.
I think Van Wilder had an influence ;-p One of the girls had her 25. birthday and I gave her my number, told her to call me tomorrow or on tuesday. Kissed her on her cheek and went back to my buddy. Her birthday present from her friends was a big dildo lol. Ohh and that night, it was like tattoo night or something!! almost every girl I talked with had a colored tattoo.
What I feel like I'm going through, especially right now in stage 2, is I'm much more self-absorbed. Just 4 days ago, my brother said I was quiet when I came home from training, which he had never said before.
I feel like talking a lot less and I am not so curious about people but when I do talk and when I do am in a high-energy mood, I can be pretty creative in interactions and I feel very comfortable with myself. I'm not so attached to things as before but I also have been needy about past stuff.
It's like going Mode 4, but without the intent of revenge.. just fun!!!!
- LM
Stage 2 - Day 23
Hmm right now, I think I'm more on a right "spot" to describe what really has been going on throughout the process so far.
Last night I went out with a friend of mine pub crawling. It was great fun. I got a lot to drink, I must admit ;-p His sister and her friend joined us somewhere along the night. I've met them before and I remember how I wouldn't say much but not yesterday. I would say and do whatever I felt like, popping up in my head. I didn't give a f*** if they liked me or not. I just wanted a good time and created the aliveness in my interactions and was curious about people. Eventually the sister and her friend went away and we keep crawling. Throughout the night I would go up to a girl or a group of girls and just talk. My energy was positive and alive.
I think Van Wilder had an influence ;-p One of the girls had her 25. birthday and I gave her my number, told her to call me tomorrow or on tuesday. Kissed her on her cheek and went back to my buddy. Her birthday present from her friends was a big dildo lol. Ohh and that night, it was like tattoo night or something!! almost every girl I talked with had a colored tattoo.
What I feel like I'm going through, especially right now in stage 2, is I'm much more self-absorbed. Just 4 days ago, my brother said I was quiet when I came home from training, which he had never said before.
I feel like talking a lot less and I am not so curious about people but when I do talk and when I do am in a high-energy mood, I can be pretty creative in interactions and I feel very comfortable with myself. I'm not so attached to things as before but I also have been needy about past stuff.
It's like going Mode 4, but without the intent of revenge.. just fun!!!!
- LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
