Thanks K-Train! The headphones seem to be working pretty well if I can at least get 3-5 hours worth of it. So, I am on my third day of LTU, and I have noticed a small change. At work, they're making drastic changes that are really causing confusion, gossip and just total drama. Usually I would get pissed off about it and complain about it to a small extent. However, since I have been using LTU, I have the attitude of "O well, it is out of my control. I am only responsible for myself.
Things will work out to where I can find myself a career that better suits me. In the meantime, all I have control over is my attitude and my thoughts." It is like I have a more inner calming, inner peace inside of me, instead of the stirring of emotions that I sometimes have.
At the same time, I feel like I am disconnected from where I currently work, like I'm now not a part of that anymore. That I am headed for bigger and better things. It is hard to explain, maybe someone else who is doing LTU has had this equivalent feeling can tell me if they have felt the same thing. I also wanted to add I have had some dreams but I can only remember bits and pieces, one part I do remember is driving down some alleys but my headlights were off. I am not sure if they weren't working or if I just didn't turn them on.
Things will work out to where I can find myself a career that better suits me. In the meantime, all I have control over is my attitude and my thoughts." It is like I have a more inner calming, inner peace inside of me, instead of the stirring of emotions that I sometimes have.
At the same time, I feel like I am disconnected from where I currently work, like I'm now not a part of that anymore. That I am headed for bigger and better things. It is hard to explain, maybe someone else who is doing LTU has had this equivalent feeling can tell me if they have felt the same thing. I also wanted to add I have had some dreams but I can only remember bits and pieces, one part I do remember is driving down some alleys but my headlights were off. I am not sure if they weren't working or if I just didn't turn them on.
