10-25-2016, 02:12 PM
Day 13
I am feeling so impulsive and making irrational decisions.
But as soon as the impulsiveness goes away I undo all the stuff I did..Its really strange that yesterday I was feeling so calm and peaceful. But today it's just the opposite. Also my sinuses wrnt bothering me. But today they are and my throat is also kinda itchy . Also I am having stomach pain and it won't go away no matter what I do and it's 3 am already. I think I am going thru some kind of "Physical Resistance".
Anyway I never expected this" LTU" journey to be easy. I mean I have all these negative and unwanted beliefs for past 20 years. So I can't expect to be that easy. There will be ups and downs in this journey. Which is a proof that it's working.. CAUSE I Resistance always comes up when u are busy improving urself
I am feeling so impulsive and making irrational decisions.
But as soon as the impulsiveness goes away I undo all the stuff I did..Its really strange that yesterday I was feeling so calm and peaceful. But today it's just the opposite. Also my sinuses wrnt bothering me. But today they are and my throat is also kinda itchy . Also I am having stomach pain and it won't go away no matter what I do and it's 3 am already. I think I am going thru some kind of "Physical Resistance".
Anyway I never expected this" LTU" journey to be easy. I mean I have all these negative and unwanted beliefs for past 20 years. So I can't expect to be that easy. There will be ups and downs in this journey. Which is a proof that it's working.. CAUSE I Resistance always comes up when u are busy improving urself
