09-03-2016, 10:51 PM
Day 45:
Ok. I've had an interesting last two days.
Yesterday I felt the urge to go and see a movie I've been meaning to watch for a while, Sing Street. It was absolutely fantastic. I have had a growing passion this year towards cinema and this movie was joyous, it made me want to act and get involved with film so badly.
Today I just felt great. I called my Dad up for Fathers Day. We don't really have a relationship and I've been upset with him for a while, but I actually wanted to call him and we had a funny convo. Forgiveness and healing has taken place in this part of my life. More understanding that people are just doing the best they can with what they know. Accepting of myself, and the world more.
I have also noticed healing around my sexuality. Fears of being gay, and all kinds of negativity surfaced. I have been wrestling with this issue for a little while now and I feel more at ease with my desires. Even though I have yet to really experience a gay encounter, I definitely have bi tendencies.
This sub is truly magic. I'm just starting to feel this happiness, peace and love that I don't think I've ever really felt before.
Ok. I've had an interesting last two days.
Yesterday I felt the urge to go and see a movie I've been meaning to watch for a while, Sing Street. It was absolutely fantastic. I have had a growing passion this year towards cinema and this movie was joyous, it made me want to act and get involved with film so badly.
Today I just felt great. I called my Dad up for Fathers Day. We don't really have a relationship and I've been upset with him for a while, but I actually wanted to call him and we had a funny convo. Forgiveness and healing has taken place in this part of my life. More understanding that people are just doing the best they can with what they know. Accepting of myself, and the world more.
I have also noticed healing around my sexuality. Fears of being gay, and all kinds of negativity surfaced. I have been wrestling with this issue for a little while now and I feel more at ease with my desires. Even though I have yet to really experience a gay encounter, I definitely have bi tendencies.
This sub is truly magic. I'm just starting to feel this happiness, peace and love that I don't think I've ever really felt before.
