Let's bend some reality and muse randomly - DMSI 3.1

[Have at ye]

Hay thar,

Listened to my first loops of DMSI 3.1 A last night, trickling stream hybrid, headphones at -30dB. The state shift was very strong and vivid during the first loop, the sensations were very pleasant. At the onset of the second loop, I fell fast asleep. No dreams that I noticed. Woke up feeling great.

I have actually listened to the previous version of DMSI for the last time about three days ago (I did two days of ver. A, and then two days of ver. B - because I was curious), so I'll be doing turbulence testing too. Apparently, the bloom of ver. 3.0.1 came into play for me after a three-day break.

The plan now is to do two weeks of ver. 3.1 A, and then try a week of ver. 3.1 B.

Let's see what happens!

Great thanks to the IML squad for making this release happen. Keep rocking!

(EDIT - Oh, yeah, I deleted my previous DMSI journals due to the amount of personal information contained therein. I will try to do at least a weekly update here, with random musings interspersed randomly).

[Shannon]

B is a very different program from A. It has no healing in it at all. I suggest you be very careful about not following the instructions concerning the use of B previous to a month of using A. It will be brutal if you are not ready.

[Have at ye]

B is a very different program from A. It has no healing in it at all. I suggest you be very careful about not following the instructions concerning the use of B previous to a month of using A. It will be brutal if you are not ready.

OK, I'll keep that in mind and adjust the plan accordingly.

[Have at ye]

Reading the updated product description page:

For example, let’s say you encounter a stunningly beautiful woman who would normally trigger the Standard and Short Range Sniper modules, but she is absolutely insane, and therefore physically violent, and she has herpes.

I know it's a serious matter and all, but I can't help myself from laughing. Such a sad potential situation!

Also noticed that B does not have the subconscious-to-conscious shielding at all! This could be brrrrutal indeed. So, yeah, change of plans to keep at it with ver. A until April the 3rd (I'm in rehearsal until that time, and cannot afford to be knocked out of whack until then).

[Shannon]

The subconscious to conscious mind shielding is designed to prevent your conscious mind from having to deal with the effects of the healing and clearing modules. B has no such modules... thus... no need for shielding.

[Have at ye]

On Day 3. Liking it very much so far.

The improvements to the shielding/masking seem to be working pretty well for me. I am not getting much *static*, so to say, and if it's there, it usually passes quite fast. I have the feeling that I now trust my subconscious with doing its thing, and if there's anything that I should know consciously to work upon, then it will let me know (I'll let me know, lol).

I do not get much in the way of headaches - a hint here or there, but they usually pass pretty quickly, too.

I am noticing that whenever I leave the house to practice or attend rehearsal, I run into at least several girls in whom I am interested sexually, and interact with them to various extents. They all seem to be very much enjoying my presence, too.

I also noticed that whenever I am idling (as in - sitting, lying down, or just standing without doing much), there's this kinda electrical feeling which I feel originating in my feet, and coursing through my body. And it's pretty much always there. Sometimes they become stronger, usually when there's an attractive woman in the vicinity. Sometimes it is accompanied by a noticeable state-shift (I can tell because I get slight visual artifacts when that happens). These might be the snipers!

Sometimes, when that happens, I will get moments of faster heartbeat, indicative of a fight-or-flight reaction/adrenaline surge. But I do not feel the fear consciously.

Sometimes I feel the increased need for sleep, but otherwise I am very much energized all day long. Curiously enough, I sometimes get pangs of really strong hunger (especially whilst listening to the sub), but I do not feel the need to gorge myself and I've been eating rather sparingly these last couple of days. I don't mind all that much, as I've definitely been continuing to lose flab thanks to that.

Singing's going great.

Mood is very stable, calm and confident most of the time.

That's that for now.

[Shannon]

Visual artifacting is a side effect of the direct overlay of conscious and subconscious awareness during state shifting. The ACSMA module, in other words, working with ITM-SS, creates a state of awareness in which visual artifacts happen as a result of the fact that you are consciously becoming aware of the expanded range of sensory awareness your subconscious mind has.

This should allow you to occasionally see things you would not or could not see otherwise.

[Ruffian]

Visual artifacting is a side effect of the direct overlay of conscious and subconscious awareness during state shifting. The ACSMA module, in other words, working with ITM-SS, creates a state of awareness in which visual artifacts happen as a result of the fact that you are consciously becoming aware of the expanded range of sensory awareness your subconscious mind has.

This should allow you to occasionally see things you would not or could not see otherwise.

*Cough* ...ESP...

[Have at ye]

On day 5, I think?

Funnily enough, whenever I listen to DMSI 3.1 I basically lose all sense of the passage of time. I mean, seriously, in retrospect, the two hours I spend listening to my daily loops seem like something between a minute and eternity.

As suspected, when my subconscious decided that I need to know something consciously, it let me know.

F. in. two nights ago I had these rather unpleasant thoughts about two people with whom I interact quite often in the course of doing the singing thing (and also socially), indicating that I must avoid telling them anything personal, especially woman/sex related, and upon analyzing their behavior and actions up-to-date, it is most correct. These two people will actively sabotage my interactions with attractive females due to a sense of insecurity/jealousy (one male, one female). The less they know, the lesser shall their ability to sabotage my progress be. Otherwise, they're incompetent, seduction-wise, and thus completely harmless.

Still feeling the need for more sleep upon listening to my loops of the day.

Getting an euphoric/butterflies in the stomach feeling at times, especially when listening to the loops.

The state shifts and the electrical current are still going on, near-constant.

At least one very attractive female is, I believe, falling in love with me, and most definitely sexually attracted. She might be a virgin/sexually inexperienced. I don't mind, as she is a really great girl. Will report should a consummation occur.

Still singing like a beast.

[soulfly1]

The subconscious to conscious mind shielding is designed to prevent your conscious mind from having to deal with the effects of the healing and clearing modules. B has no such modules... thus... no need for shielding.

So no subconscious to conscious mind shielding, but there is auric shielding in B right?

[Have at ye]

OK, on Day 7, getting pretty strong healing/clearing related emotions/thoughts. Mommy issues, of course. These make me rage. Like, literally - when I was home alone I wanted to scream or hit/punch something, and I actually did yell out a couple of times and started talking to myself, lol. Also had a dream regarding my use of pornography (which I have stopped altogether sometime on ver. 2.5) - apparently, it still has some effect that needs to be cleared.

Then again, these are transitory - they're not a constant drag, so to speak. Bearable. I did have a pang of fear, here or there, that I'd lose some of the nice results I've been seeing on this version due to the fact that the above mentioned stuff requires clearing. But - I don't think I am, so the fear is irrational, I believe. We will see. If something needs to be resolved, then there's no way around it!

Trusting the program is guiding me in the right direction.

EDIT

Also, I am now definitely experiencing increased hunger and appetite.

[Blink]

Then again, these are transitory - they're not a constant drag, so to speak. Bearable. I did have a pang of fear, here or there, that I'd lose some of the nice results I've been seeing on this version due to the fact that the above mentioned stuff requires clearing. But - I don't think I am, so the fear is irrational, I believe. We will see. If something needs to be resolved, then there's no way around it!

Trusting the program is guiding me in the right direction.

Fear is always irrational. I'm getting that same fear btw. Especially since I've stonewalled everything I've tried before...

[Have at ye]

The new and improved healing is deep, profound and amazing. Had quite the transformative experience whilst listening to my loops of the day, cried a bit, etc. Got up and felt much, much lighter. Physically and mentally. Good stuff!

Bending reality like a madman (of the good kind ). The sensations are becoming increasingly more funky, especially while listening to the loops.

I now think that when something pops up into my conscious mind, clearing/healing related, it is indicative of the fact that I am most probably resisting something in the program. This would also imply that whatever my current thinking on an issue that makes itself known in this way would be, requires change. Willpower is, and shall be, exerted judiciously.

Random musing of the day:

In everything, there is a point after which things take on a momentum of their own - by sheer force of gravity if nothing else. This applies universally.

Obviously, in the case of this program I am working with, this would also apply to sexual irresistibilty and all that entails.

[Have at ye]

Time for an update!

Sorry for the lack of these, but I've been keeping busy - which would also indicate that the program is working.

The healing is doing its thing. I get glimpses of healing-related dreams every now and again, but I do not remember them too vividly (I guess I could do some introspection and try to unveil them, but that would be running contrary to the shielding scripting). I feel better each and every day.

Some little bits of resistance here and there, though - I can now see when I'm trying to trick myself into believing that MSI is not for me, or that I cannot or should not have it now, etc. - but I can usually find actual logical inconsistencies in thoughts related to this, and thus try and remove them.

I have been consuming more alcohol and cigarettes than usual, lately, though. This might be resistance-related. I do find myself abstaining from drinking in social settings, though, more often that not.

Women have actually started doing the approaching. I spend quite a bit of time at the conservatory which I graduated, practicing and rehearsing, and there's plenty of attractive women there. So, for instance, even girls whom I do not know would say "hey" or somesuch, and some will even try and strike up a conversation (one was extremely blatant about it - she asked me for a cigarette, then said she does not really smoke, and then proceeded to chat away; the cigarette was definitely an excuse to approach, lol). Another one talked my ear off for about an hour today, right after telling me that I look great for some reason (which she was unable to actually pinpoint, lol) and did it in full view and earshot of numerous other people.

The above is just the tip of the iceberg. Were I to report on every result that I believe is related to DMSI, I would be spending half my day *updating my journal*, so to speak.

The natural seduction aspects for both sides are definitely kicking in.

I believe I have mostly gotten used to the physical sensations of the snipers manifesting. Still getting minor visual artifacts, though, and sometimes the sniper kicks in hard - and then I feel it, and usually something nice happens then!

The above mentioned girl who seems to be in the process of falling in love with me still does give that appearance, and is also gradually becoming more forward. This one definitely needs to bond - I don't mind, great gal, as said before. Also learning a great deal from interacting with her, and seeing how other males and females act around her and in regards to her, as she is, in my belief, a true alpha (or - rather - sigma? According to Shannon's definitions) female in the making, and an extremely sexually attractive woman to boot. In short: the insecurities show, the competitiveness shows, the stupidity shows most definitely (lol).

Fellow males are either ultra-respectful or ultra-scared of me, as far as I can tell.

I believe that the program is developing my DMSI, and doing the reality bend, in a way and at a speed that is pretty much optimal for me. Each day something new and interesting happens.

Killing it in singing and rehearsals. Making extremely rapid progress. Caught a little cold yesterday , due to my own stupidity (which would indicate resistance), but hopefully it should pass quickly without the need to resort to MIR because I'd hate to have to take a break from DMSI right now! This is some really good stuff.

Currently sneezing, taking aspirin, eating some good food and going to bed. If the cold does not spread to my throat/lungs, I shall not have to take a break from DMSI, so fingers crossed.

I have not been following the forums too closely lately due to a lack of time. I will try to catch up when time permits. Hopefully everyone's been having a productive time with DMSI and other subs!