08-15-2018, 08:43 PM
I am definitely changing. I am reading my self-esteem book. I am starting to have a better understanding about self-esteem really is.
Mine must be increasing. I realize that some things on which I used to close my eyes on now triggers something in me. I feel a urge to say no. I won't let you do that without protesting about what you have just done.
People around me are experiencing turbulence too. I guess that this is transient as the new boundaries get defined.
Beside that, I am experiencing something cool. They are people at the gym that have never talk to me and out of nowhere they talk to me like we have been buddies forever.
Among them one of the top gym athlete. At least 6'5". Almost always finish his workout first... Definitely an alpha in his own way...
Mine must be increasing. I realize that some things on which I used to close my eyes on now triggers something in me. I feel a urge to say no. I won't let you do that without protesting about what you have just done.
People around me are experiencing turbulence too. I guess that this is transient as the new boundaries get defined.
Beside that, I am experiencing something cool. They are people at the gym that have never talk to me and out of nowhere they talk to me like we have been buddies forever.
Among them one of the top gym athlete. At least 6'5". Almost always finish his workout first... Definitely an alpha in his own way...
