Holy crap...
My fitness female perfection girl that I talk about in my Day 6 entry (somewhere at the bottom of page 1) did chase me on FB...
I just received a friend request from her...
This kinda turn me on as it is exactly how my first fling started last summer when I started using DMSI...
Beside that, I am currently reading The Rational Male book...
It is eye opening and at the same time slightly depressing... Much of what is in this book is in sync with my experience and observations...
I guess that it is ok, I prefer to live in the ugly reality than living in a fake fantasy. I'm happy by nature. I'm pretty sure that I'll find a sweet spot where to position myself and be happy with all of this...
My fitness female perfection girl that I talk about in my Day 6 entry (somewhere at the bottom of page 1) did chase me on FB...
I just received a friend request from her...
This kinda turn me on as it is exactly how my first fling started last summer when I started using DMSI...
Beside that, I am currently reading The Rational Male book...
It is eye opening and at the same time slightly depressing... Much of what is in this book is in sync with my experience and observations...
I guess that it is ok, I prefer to live in the ugly reality than living in a fake fantasy. I'm happy by nature. I'm pretty sure that I'll find a sweet spot where to position myself and be happy with all of this...
