08-25-2019, 10:47 AM
Thanks man, never thought of it like that. Funny you say that because I've been talking with someone that says I should trust my gut more. And I used to, but I stopped for some reason.
Well quick update. I think I only got one loop in of LTU last night. I've been playing it from my computer because I wanted the lossless quality. But after this I'm going back to my mp3 player hooked into the wall. I never really had problems with that and my computer puts out a lot of heat at night too.
So tonight I'm just restarting my 4 days. I was only a day in so it's not a big deal.
Found myself looking at alternatives to subliminals today. Probably resistance tactic. That line of thinking that something better could be out there, but really I'm just running away from LTU.
Also calling myself out on that last post I made. More limited thinking. The whole "I can only change at this pace/shifting goals". If I base my entire belief system bases solely on past experiences clearly I'm not going to experience anything new. That's why I'm doing this anyway, to transcend those limiting perspectives and improve my life.
Interestingly enough prior to having those thoughts I was consistently focusing on NOW. Bringing the experience of what I want into the present, as soon as possible, as quick as possible. And I felt my state shift dramatically, but something must have got spooked because I fell into the old trap of "I'm trying too hard/I need to slow down".
It's all very subtle and intangible, that's what makes this hard sometimes. Constantly ending up going down the wrong path as it pertains to executing the sub. Lots of trickery. But focusing on as soon as possible and doing my best to kill any excuses helps keep my mind focused on where I need to go. One really deceptive tactic is the "oh I don't really want that" rationalization. That excuse stems from fear and as a way to get rid of the goal so I stop.
Still trying to figure out why I'm filled with so much fear when it comes to leading a happier life.
Well quick update. I think I only got one loop in of LTU last night. I've been playing it from my computer because I wanted the lossless quality. But after this I'm going back to my mp3 player hooked into the wall. I never really had problems with that and my computer puts out a lot of heat at night too.
So tonight I'm just restarting my 4 days. I was only a day in so it's not a big deal.
Found myself looking at alternatives to subliminals today. Probably resistance tactic. That line of thinking that something better could be out there, but really I'm just running away from LTU.
Also calling myself out on that last post I made. More limited thinking. The whole "I can only change at this pace/shifting goals". If I base my entire belief system bases solely on past experiences clearly I'm not going to experience anything new. That's why I'm doing this anyway, to transcend those limiting perspectives and improve my life.
Interestingly enough prior to having those thoughts I was consistently focusing on NOW. Bringing the experience of what I want into the present, as soon as possible, as quick as possible. And I felt my state shift dramatically, but something must have got spooked because I fell into the old trap of "I'm trying too hard/I need to slow down".
It's all very subtle and intangible, that's what makes this hard sometimes. Constantly ending up going down the wrong path as it pertains to executing the sub. Lots of trickery. But focusing on as soon as possible and doing my best to kill any excuses helps keep my mind focused on where I need to go. One really deceptive tactic is the "oh I don't really want that" rationalization. That excuse stems from fear and as a way to get rid of the goal so I stop.
Still trying to figure out why I'm filled with so much fear when it comes to leading a happier life.
INFP
