08-15-2019, 02:11 PM
Yeah you're right. Although my first point was mainly that resistance manifests itself as disinterest/detachment for me. So at times it can be comforting in a way. I guess my point was resistance doesn't always feel like a push back. I guess that's what makes it tricky
I've been trying to find a balance between pushing myself and not burning myself out. It's not even doing things out there in the world. I feel it internally. Like a battle almost. When I feel like I'm executing the script I get this slight headache, my body starts tensing up, anxiety, I also feel this tension or pressure in my chest. It's like the more I start executing the more it physically effects. I don't know if I should keep trying to push past that or not. Truthfully I am tired of waiting or preparing, I've been doing that all my life. But when I try to dive in my body has a very strong reaction. I guess I wouldn't mind it so much if it didn't tire me out so much and cause me to have trouble at work.
I've been trying to find a balance between pushing myself and not burning myself out. It's not even doing things out there in the world. I feel it internally. Like a battle almost. When I feel like I'm executing the script I get this slight headache, my body starts tensing up, anxiety, I also feel this tension or pressure in my chest. It's like the more I start executing the more it physically effects. I don't know if I should keep trying to push past that or not. Truthfully I am tired of waiting or preparing, I've been doing that all my life. But when I try to dive in my body has a very strong reaction. I guess I wouldn't mind it so much if it didn't tire me out so much and cause me to have trouble at work.
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